Love is pain

Nicholas's p.o.v



" are you sure you want to go? I mean I wouldn't blame you for needing some down time after everything" , I shout from the shower. It's Monday morning and Natalie wants to go to school, we talked and talked about what happened and couldn't come up with any explanation for what happened. But she said she feels whole and happy for the first time in forever so I'm not going to stop her , after everything I've brought her way I think I owe her that.

" yes I'm sure I just want to enjoy life it's about time don't you think? " she laughs " screw everyone else I'm awesome ,your awesome and were super awesome together" . I can't help but smile I can feel her happiness flow through me like melted chocolate and I love it, I know we're going to do some digging to find out what happened and I'm technically king now . But now this second everything is perfect, I scrub up and wrap a towel round me and head for my beautiful mate. I stop half way out the bathroom door stunned by what I see , Natalie is standing doing her hair in her underwear but that's not why I'm speechless . Her body seems different more toned and supple , curvy in all the right places . Her skin alone seems to call to be touched so smooth and flawless, her eyes are clear blue and even her hair is shinny and bouncy with curls . She turns around and smiles making me melt further,

" enjoying the view ? "she smirks , I shake my head clearing it and walk over wrapping my arms round her middle and inhale her scent mangos and her its like a drug to me .

" well you get to stare at me anytime you want so I think it's a fair trade " I smile kissing her neck , she turns to me and kisses me quick on the lips and heads into her closet to get dressed. I slip away to the living room to get my bag I collected from my place last night while she was sleeping and get dressed into some jeans , white T-shirt and my favourite leather jacket. I head back upstairs to get my hair under some sort of control but I go instantly hard at what I see. Natalie has dressed in a tight black skirt with black thigh high socks , a white vest and cropped black jacket , she looks hot as fuck and my jeans are starting to feel waaay to tight.

" ready " she smiles and walks over to me looking even sexier in motion, I take a deep breath to try and get myself under control and head out the door after her school is not going boring today.






Natalie's p.o.v



As we pull up at school I get excited I feel amazing and for once think I look great nothing is getting me down today, I smile at Nico trying to tame his hair in the mirror he's still drop dead hunky no matter what he does to it but its fun to watch. I get out the car and wait for Nico to finish his hair, I instantly feel eyes on me guys wanting me and girls hating me . But it's the want that stirs up the now familiar hunger deep inside me one particular guy is blatantly eye raping me and I can see blue all over him and I want it desperately ,

" you ready ?" Nico snaps me out of whatever the hell that was and I smile back at him and nod. We're heading for the school door when crystal and her clones step in front of us.

" we'll well what do we have her little freakazoid decided to play dress up did we" she sneers , I laugh not being able to hold it in I can feel the longing coming from her she wants me is this girl gay or bi I don't know but I can feel it. I step forward no longer intimidated by her and her clones and get in her face with a Sickly sweet smile and say,

" crystal crystal I know your dirty little secret so if I was you I would walk away and stay away" her forehead creases with confusion or worry I don't know but she hides it fast.


" really I don't give a shit what secret you think you know ill do what the fuck I like " she spits and I feel rage radiating off Nico . Okay time to get this over with I go to say some witty remark and plan to walk away but my body is telling me to do something else, I put out my hand and touch her arm while staring into her eyes . I feel heat traveling from my body to hers ,

" how about you turn around and stay away from me and my boyfriend for the rest of the day ? Okay pumpkin?" I smile at her and she smiles back and starts to walk away, her clones look confused but follow anyway can't even think for them selfs I think smiling. I turn to Nico to grab his hand but he's looking at me funny,

" what the fuck was that " he asks and I think to what happened I just remember talking to that bitch and she went away what was so weird about that? I stare back not knowing what to say but I'm saved by the bell and we head in.

I'm in maths and I'm starving feel like I haven't ate anything in days at least it's nearly break and I can grab something to eat then , English was pretty boring except a few guys blatantly flirting and doing stuff to impress me it was funny don't get me wrong but I'm hungry. I'm feeling twitchy and unsettled I just need the bell to ring and as if someone's listening to me it does , as soon as I hear the first ring I'm out my seat and heading for the door and practically running to the cafeteria Nico will know where to find me. I grab a sandwich and a coke to eat and sit at a table to dig in, within seconds the sandwich is gone so I chug the coke down after but still I feel hungry.


" Natalie what's wrong your giving off some pretty weird feelings today I can't keep up" Nico whispers close to my ear while sitting next to me, I put my head in my hands and take a deep breath trying to calm myself down and turn to him.


" I honestly don't know I'm hungry but its not for food I don't think god what the fuck am I talking about , I feel great though just a bit antsy " I laugh as he looks at me with a confused stare ,


" do you want to go home skip school and just hang out maybe it was to soon after everything" he says quietly I shake my head I want to get back to normal well better than normal now .

" I'm sure ill be fine maybe its just going to take time to get used to the new me" I smile and kiss him on the cheek just as the bell rings, god French and p.e just what I need .




French was crap as usual I didn't listen to a word the teacher said and spent all class looking out the window at guys running around the football field , it made me hungry again but I tried deep breaths to calm down and it seemed to work.



P.e used to be one of my worst subjects I hated the tiny black shorts and white T-shirt, and all the running around playing games with people I hate was just not my thing. But today I loved it we were playing dodgeball and I was kicking ass at it ducking, dodging and diving out of all the balls that were aimed at me , and every ball I threw hit exactly where I wanted it to I was a machine and I loved it . All the guys from the football field were all at the side watching cheering me on and I could feel their lust , their want for me making my hunger flair up so bad I threw my last ball and it hit a girl in the face and blood exploded all down her white gym T-shirt. I hear a bunch of oooos and aaahhhs and the teacher tells me to watch it from now on while leading the injured girl out to the nurse, I take deep breaths as my hunger seems to be taking over I need to get whatever this is under control I don't do that to people. I run round the side of the gym for some breathing space and lean against the cool brick wall and close my eyes,


" hey you were great in there" I feel the sexual energy before I even open my eyes but I can't believe who is standing there Logan that dick that thought he could take or do whatever he wanted from me and get away with it . My anger intensifies my hunger and my instinct takes over I pull away from the wall and smile at him ,

" you really think so" I ask batting my eyelashes , his smile widens and he walks towards me with a swagger that would make me sick usually.

" I'm good with balls what can I say " I smile shyly letting him play his game , he towers over me and presses me against the wall ,

" I've got two balls right here that could use some attention " he smirks nearly making me gag.

" don't I get a kiss first? " I ask innocently and he leans forward and down coming so close his lips are just about touching mine, I feel it building inside me the hunger and the more turned on he gets the more I can see what I want swirling around and inside him . But I can't wait any more I put my hands on his cheeks and pull his face to me smashing our lips together , as soon as his mouth opens I can feel myself sucking his energy from his body . I feel him hard against my legs even as he grows weaker but my body won't stop it's taking everything this fucker has I need it and want it , I feel it travel through my chest and spread into my limbs . My body is alive icy cold and on fire at the same time , I feel Logan shudder and I feel his heart slowing down so I let him drop to the ground a lifeless mess. I feel euphoric , alive and powerful I want to feel like this forever, I lean against the wall with my eyes closed breathing heavy .


" what have you done? " I turn to see Nico his face contorted with pain, worry and fear? I shake my head and look around and spot Logan n the ground . He's laying on his back pale and lifeless with a smile on his face , I look at Nico my breathing getting faster and drop to my knees and try to shake Logan ,

" please wake up I'm sorry I don't know what's happening to me please don't be dead" I cry frantically shaking him my head is spinning I'm so confused tears fall from my eyes as I try to remember what happened I see flashes of Logan's face , his smile and his lips but I can't remember why or how I did what I did . Nico bends down beside me and wraps me in his arms letting me cry he rocks from side to side rubbing my back trying to sooth me eventually I calm to silent shudders he take a deep breath and asks ,

" what happened Natalie? you have to tell me" . I take a deep breath trying to think but all I can say is ,


" I was just so hungry".







Hey guys what do you think any clue what she is yet? Any way got lots more action coming up and you will find out what she is soon I promise and its gooood lol but I'm taking some advice and not posting until I get at least 100 votes I won't do this all the time I just want to see how many people actually want more story so vote away and as soon as it hits 100 ill post an extra juicy extra long chapter xxxx