Love is pain

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Natalie's p.o.v



" but that's not possible that species has been extinct for hundreds of years" Nico is pacing the room I just spent the last two hours crying and explaining everything I saw in my dream.

" what does this mean then ? Was it real ? Is my mother really out there? " I fall face first on the bed feeling exhausted, sad and confused. All this shit almost makes me wish I was back to being invisible but not quite, I just don't understand how can I learn to control my hunger if I'm the only one left? Fuck so many questions unanswered, i suddenly sit up remembering a really big thing,

" I'm fucking adopted , why didn't they tell me ? It's not like it was to spare my feeling I doubt they care." I shout.



" hey calm down we don't know what's real yet don't do anything you could regret later " Nico sits down beside me and puts him arm around me, the tingles have a calming effect on me but my so called parents need to start talking very soon.

" she looked like me you know except my eyes are blue now instead of green what's with that hers were green" , I wonder aloud.


"Yeah I didn't want to freak you out or anything but after your birthday they slowly started changing to blue does it bother you?" Nico asks softly hugging me close,

" no funny thing I kinda like it " I laugh " what do I look like you know when I go gaga ? I laugh again so he thinks it doesn't matter. Nico turns me and looks deep into my eyes and as always reading my mind says


" your not a monster Natalie and you look beautiful actually , your eyes glow and your skins seems to shimmer , everything about you is mesmerising and its amazing to watch" he finishes closing his eyes as if remembering how I looked and sighs a smile creeping on his face. I think back for the first time trying to remember how it felt , I remember the hunger then the pleasure as I fed seeping into my body, making me feel alive and complete . If i Concentrate hard enough I Swear I can feel it now pulsing through my veins feeding my hunger.








Nicholas's p.o.v


I can picture how she looked as we made love , as she sucked the life out that poor excuse for a human it was magical . I feel dizzy and open my eyes to see what's wrong , Natalie has moved away from me her eyes are closed but the the glow is around her like a second blue shimmery skin. I slowly reach out and touch her as my fingers reach her skin her eyes shoot open and I feel heat rush up my arm and into my body . It's like nothing I've ever felt before I feel her pain, her sadness all those lonely years feeling unloved , rejected and unwanted. The feelings are overwhelming it hurts my heart so bad I feel it could cave but just when I can't take it anymore I start to feel the love she has for me , the relief that someone cares and the happiness that even with everything that's happened pushes through her soul into mine . I feel heat all over and her love flows through me so intense that I don't know how I ever lived without it , it all flows into my heart and I feel it expanding and stretching to fit it all in and then something happens something I never thought could ever be possible my heart started to beat " boom boom " one after the other . I look to Natalie amazed and afraid of what the fucks going on and she smiles as the blue starts to fade her eyes start to droop , she looks happy but tired

" what did you do Natalie ? " I ask unable to stay silent ,

" I gave you life now shhh cuddle me please Nico I'm so tiered" she pulls me down onto the bed and I pull her into me I don't feel any different the only thing is I can feel the steady beats of my heart it feels foreign and unusual but I cherish every single beat it gives. I lay down next to my sleeping angle and for the first time I fall into a deep sleep without being injured and needing to heal.









18 years ago................




Cassandra p.o.v



" Lucas she's coming I can't hold on any more " I plead with my beloved gasping as pain tightens round my middle , we have been running for so long never stopping for fear of discovery . My child growing inside blissfully unaware of the danger surrounding us is making an early appearance and the hunters can smell it our fear, my pain and the power as my daughter try's to make her way into this world. If they catch us we will die and they will take her and mould her into an evil this world could not handle, she must be pure and good with a loving heart . Lucas grabs my hands and we both concentrate on what we have to do the power will attract the hunters and they may find us before we can make it work but its all we have left. We feel the walls of our world slipping away and the faint sound of shouts and footsteps fade , Lucas falls down breathing heavy these last few years have taken their toll on him and we have just traveled into a different world and time . The pain becomes unbearable and the overwhelming feeling to push overcomes me , I push with all my strength as Lucas kneels between my legs saying words I cannot hear. I give one last big push and at last I hear a cry, Lucas holds in his arms a perfect pink baby girl he has tears in his eyes as he wraps her in a blanket from our pack and hands her to me. She's perfect in every way clear green eyes , brown fuzzy hair 10 fingers and toes . Lucas comes beside me and we kiss a sweet gentle kiss and marvel at how we created this miracle that is our daughter, we sit for a while enjoying the first and only moments we might have with her


" we will have to go soon before the hunters figure out our location and all of this would have been for nothing " Lucas's voice is tinged with sadness I know this hurts him as much as me but she is not safe with us we do not have enough power left to keep her safe we've used the last giving her a few hundred years head start and they cannot track her till her powers emerge , she will stay in the human world while we go back and continue running. I wrap her up tight so she'll be warm and take in every detail of her face while my heart breaks into a million pieces and I can't help the tears


" I know it has to be done Luke but I just don't want to let her go" I break down in tears as Lucas hugs me tight ,


" come on Cassie its for the best I know its hard but she will live , she has a chance to be happy for a while at least , we will see her again I promise you" his voice holds such love that I can't refuse to listen I give her one last kiss and hand her over to Luke I'm just to weak to make the drop myself. I cry as I watch my baby girl go away into the night to a world that she doesn't belong in.










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