The Poetry Of a Young Teenager

"Alive"

Dedicated to: "My beloved, Peter Pan"
You make me feel alive.
No, I'm not good with words,
Nor with actions,
Yet, you turn my reality upside down.
You're different and yet we're the same.
We mix and we match,
And yet something in the universe made us click.
Your smile and your tenderness,
Your honesty and your soul so genuine,
Made the darkness within me turn into peace.
There were small moments where it was just us,
Even though there was so many other people around us,
It felt as if it was only you and me.
While holding hands in one small occasion,
Or the "accidental" yet " intentional"
Late night conversations.
You felt like home,
So warm and so welcoming.
We are two souls wondering if there's someone else out there
Other than each other.
Yet there's no one like you or me out there.
We are perfect yet living in a world full of judgement
And disaster.
You're my favorite "Hello" ,
And my most heartbreaking "Goodbye".
Oh, boy!
What have you done to me?
You brought me up from the gates of hell,
You made the "Lucifer" in me calm down and go to sleep.
You woke up feelings I've never felt before.
You killed the Darkness in me for a few days,
And yet when i leave, my heart stays back with you.
I can't say that it'll go away,
Because my feelings for you will only grow and gain strength.
But I hope ill get to see Your face, every morning of every day.
And i hope to see your face once again, every night before you go to sleep.
You make me feel complete.
There's just something about you that makes the demons
Runaway and let your light shine bright.
I wish i could make you mines.
No!, I don't mean sexually
I mean spiritually.
Just the thought of "something" happening with us
Made the faith i once lost come back and fill the void in my heart,
That was craving something "real".
You're gentle and I'm a mess.
You're the reason why i see new beginnings.
You're the reason why i enjoy every hour of every trip,
Every second of it!
Just to see you...
You make me feel alive,
You make me feel in the middle of this cold world.
And ... You deserve it all.