Adopted by BVB

Chapter 13

Spencer's PoV
Andy quickly ushered Mikey and Gerard out the room before taking me in his arms.
"I'm sorry. I thought you would be happy." Andy apologised.
"I am happy. It brought back memories." I cried. Andy pulled me closer into his chest.
"I'm sorry Andy but I need to be alone for a few minutes." I whispered as she pulled away from the hug. Andy nodded and gave my hand one last squeeze before leaving the room. I picked up my skateboard and guitar. I took one last look at them before placing them back in my closet. I could hear murmurs outside my bedroom door. I sat on my bed quietly and hooked my phone up to my Bluetooth speaker. My thoughts needed blocking out. I put my playlist on shuffle. The music muffled the sounds of my thoughts. My head fell to the pillow and my eyes slowly shut.
Caught in a cold sweat
Stuck splitting hairs and drinking too much
I'm on my way to striking out
Go to sleep with the pressure of everyone watching and waiting
They're yours for the taking, but I still have my doubts...
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I felt a hand grip my shoulder.
"Get off me!" I screamed. I opened my eyes. Andy was crouched by my bed.
"You were making noise and moving around a lot. I thought someone broke in." Andy said calmly. Shit. I had a bad dream again. That bad dream.
"What happened?" He asked.
"I-I don't r-remember." I whispered.
"Gerard and Mikey are still here. They're in their own rooms. Do you get anxiety over sleeping?" Andy asked.
"I don't know." I lied.
"You've been fine when I was in here with you or you've been with me. I didn't hear you the other night." Andy said. I sat up properly.
"I need help Andy. Help you wouldn't understand." I said.
"I would understand Spencer. I'm here for you so are so many people. The band and your brothers at least." Andy replied.
"No you wouldn't Andy. You can't understand." I stated. Andy nodded before taking my hand and leading me downstairs to lunch.
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This is the last I'll be posting for a few days since I'm gonna be on holiday. Jocelyn xxx