Aarmau: Driven Away

3: Who's fault

Aphmau's P.O.V

    As we walked home, I could tell Aaron was watching me very closely.  I knew what he heard at the meeting.  I really didn't want to talk about that, but I new I would have to.  Aaron had to know.  We arrived home and went inside, I went to talk, but before I even had a chance to say anything Aaron started interrogating me. 

(Aaron's words Underlined)

"How did you  get out?" Aaron said very bluntly.

"Why should I tell you?" I replied getting very aggravated.

"Because I won't let you leave my sight if you don't." 

"How are you going to stop me?"

"I will handcuff you to the bed, whenever I need to do something that you don't need to see."

" You wouldn't dare," I challenged him with my eyes.

"And what are you going to do to stop me ?" he challenged me right back.

"I won't pay attention to you for a whole day. "  I replied.

"We will see about that when it comes,"  He replied smoothly.  Suddenly his face fell and I could tell he was hurt, "Why didn't you tell me."  

"I-I didn't want to tell you what happened, because I didn't want to believe it myself.  If I told you then that means it would have been true and for me it is something I never wanted to happen or ever wished for it to happen." 

"You still should have told me," he was starting to get mad and I knew this would be my chance to escape. I would just have to push him a little farther.

"I'm  sorry, I don't want to tell  you everything about my life Mr. I-don't-let-my-girlfriend-go-to-meetings-about-HER-guard!"

"I said I was sorry, Aph why do you have to be such little kid about these things,"  he yelled and turned around to calm down.  I took this chance and slipped out the door.  I ran far into the forest until I knew he couldn't see me and then sat down to think.

Aaron's P.O.V

I was beyond pissed at her when I turned back around and saw she wasn't there.  Seriously one second and she leaves.  I can't believe her sometimes.  She doesn't even think about the consequences her actions might have.  Doesn't she understand that if I lost  her I don't think I could live anymore?  Doesn't she understand that I wouldn't be able to function without her and there are so many things that are out to get her and if I not by her how can I protect her.  The werewolves still have a bounty on her head, because she killed their king and Zane is still out there just ready to get a chance to kill her.   I know I can't keep on protecting her and that she needs to learn to do this by herself, but I have already lost one family and don't think I could stand to lose another one.  Why is this happening to her?  What did she ever do wrong in this would?  This should be happening to me for all my sins, for all I have lost and sacrificed not her.  And here I go yelling at her for not handling this as an adult when she has so much going  on.  Even if I am trying to protect her I can't be to harsh on her.  Although Laurence did not help this one bit. Laurence destroyed her heart in tiny shards, that I have been so carefully trying to put back together.  Why would he do that to her?  Why did he leave her?  Why is is that I am the one who has to fix her when the man who broke her still lives?   The inner voice and darkness is feeding my fires it whispers in my head, "How can you let that man live when he heart her. She blames herself, but this is not her fault........ this is his and you do nothing about it.  Your as bad as he is.  Soon I will become powerful and when I do we will get our revenge."