Kill Myself...

Chapter 2

By the time I got home the sun had set and my house was dark, I quietly shut the door behind me as I crept through the kitchen. I heard a door open behind me and I swiftly dived out of the way, I was left sitting under the dinning room table with my hands over my nose and mouth. My brother slowly stumbled down the hallway, the thick sceant of Jack Daniels clung to his clothes. Disgusting. He was truely a pig! Before he stumbled through the doorway of the bathroom he stopped.

"I know you're there..." He said and then he closed the door. I got out from under the table as fast as I could and ran into my room, I locked my door than pushed my book shelf in front of it. No one was going to get into my room tonight. I heard the bathroom door open again and the light switch being flicked down, then my door handle jiggled as my he tried to get in. I froze in fear as he started screaming at me.

"LET ME IN! HOW DARE YOU LOCK ME OUT!!! YOUR OWN BROTHER!!!" I flinched when he said the word brother... I hardly considered us to be close, he was more like an abusive relative. I quietly retreated to the comfort of my bed, kicking my shoes off and grabbing some pj's, I slowly removed my hoodie from my bruised shoulders and unbuttoned my skinny jeans from my bruised waist. Wrapping myself in quilts and burrying myself in pillows was all I could do to cut out his vicious yelling. Finally sleep enveloped me and I was cast into darkness.

The next morning I got up two hours early, pulling on some jeans, my black hoodie and wrapping my bruised neck in a grey scarf, I stumbled towards my window and grabbed my bag that had been thrown against the wall from the night before, digging through my school books and pappers I finally found what I was looking for, my makeup. I caked on some black eye shadow and heavily lined my tired eyes with black eyeliner. I moved my shelf from infront of my door and tip-toed out into the dim hallway. I didn't hear any other noise in the house so I assumed my brother was sleeping, that was before a big hand grabbed my neck from behind and slammed me against the wall.

Slap! My pale cheek turned bright red from the hand print, he forced my shoulders forward and kneed me in the stomach, making me gasp, I tried to make a run for it but he grabbed my hair and pulled me back towards him. I turned my head away from his foul smelling breath as he mumbled in my ear.

"So you think you can run from me, little rabbit?" I slammed my head into the side of his catching him off guard and pushed all my weight against him and slammed the back of his head into the wall, without fail he released me and I ran from the house, slamming the front door behind me and taking off down the street.

When I arrived at school I was breathing heavily, I stormed through the gates and looked back when someone yelled, shit! I looked up to see who I had slammed into, Andrea turned to yell at me then she stopped when she realized it was me, I backed away slowly before I ran into school. I grabbed my books out of my bag then stuffed everything else into my locker, then I ran into class gasping for air.

In class I was more distant then usual... I doodled on my book and stared out the window, but what was I really thinking of? Andrea. It was plain and simple, I was wondering why she looked at me like that in the bathroom the other day and why she had touched my cheek like that... Before I knew it class was over, as I was walking back to my lock Someone grabbed my arm and pulled me into a dark, unoccupied classroom.

"What the fu...?" I trailed off when I saw who it was, of course it was Andrea, was she here to torment me or to press me up against a wall again? She did the same thing she did yesterday, gently took my hand and tried to pulled up the sleeve of my hoodie, why did she keep doing that??? Before she could move my hoodie up an inch I stole my hand back from her and just looked at her with a horrified expression. I finally knew what she was doing. She had a crush on me! God... It was all too clear now, but I wasn't like that... 

"Stop it!" I yelled at her... I actually yelled at her... I'm not sure what surprised me more, the hurt look in her eyes or the fact that I had screamed at her... I turned my face away from her, my choppy hair covered my dark eyes and pale skin, now I was grateful, before I could reach for the door handle she grabbed my chin, turned my head and kissed me.

Hope you enjoyed that chapter! I know cliffhanger ending... What else could I do to keep you guys interested *Wink* Please don't forget to rate and leave your comments and stuff down there *Points down* And I will have chapter three up soon!