Heal Me (Irony)

Oettokadjho?

( What do I do?)

Are you ok now? Dhez looked up from folding her clothes. She and Jenna were still at the hospital. The doctor gave her a go signal to go home but she cant feel one iota of happiness at the prospect of going home.

Home.

She swallowed and felt like a bitter pill was shoved on her throat. Home is were the heart is, but from the events that transpired the past days, she isnt sure if her heart is on her home.

Im pregnant...I just want you to know.

SYs voice echoed on her mind and she clenched her hand tightly to stiffle a yell. She wanted to yell at her and her husband. How can they do this to her?

Am I not enough Hyunnie?

Come on. Stop thinking about it. Jenna admonished her.

She shake her head and tried to smile. But instead her face fell. Jenna hug her. Youll get through this. Both of you. You just need to talk.

She wanted to believe that. Maybe talking will fix everything.

You go ahead. I just have to go to the bathroom. Dhez told Jenna.

She look at her friend and nod. Ill be at the lobby. Ok? At Dhez nod she went out of the room and went down the lobby.

Dhez stared at herself at the mirror.

I love you jagiya.

Jonghyuns voice echoed but instead of the familiar tug at her heart she can feel it break.

Lies. Hate. Pain. What else ? Isnt it all enough? She felt like shes spiralling in a web of never ending heartaches. What else Jonghyun hasnt told her? What lies did he tell her that she accepted?

Dhez stared hard and made a decision, then, she quietly went out of the room and left the hospital.

Lee Jonghyun has started up a search for his missing wife. After the compromising pictures posted in the internet, Jonghyuns wife, Hanadhez Lee went missing after being discharged from the hospital.

Were are you?

Why did you leave?

Jonghyun nursed his third bottle of soju as he looked around his living room. This house was a testament to his commitment being a family man. Before, Harus laughter fill the hallways. Now its so quiet. He cant blame anybody. Its all his fault. His friends were passed out on the couch and floor. They just drank a case full of soju but he woke up and found that Dhez isnt home. Still. After two weeks shes still missing.

He never once thought that she will go away. He thought that just like Haru, Dhez will forgive. But, he is a fool for believing that. Because, his wife doesnt want to be found.

Dhez mom already got her people to look for Dhez just like before, when she was harrased by his sasaeng fans. Now its again because of him that she was lost.

CEO Han also has a team that look for his wife. But to no avail. Its as if Dhez was not even in the same planet. She simply vamished.

She left and he was undone.

What the f*ck happened to his life?
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Just a short update.