You know what I hate most about cutting? The feeling like 5-10 minutes after, the feeling of regret. And then getting into bed and the cuts start to sting like crazy but you ignore it because you have to, because it's not going to go away. So you sleep with pain then you wake up and touch the cuts to satisfy yourself, and then you jump in the shower to the pain of feeling like you've cut all over again. That. That is the worst.