I wish I could speak.
I wish I could tell you everything.
Everything that has happened to me,
And everything that I've been feeing.
All that I've gone through,
And how much I'm hurting right now.
I want to tell you what people have done to me.
What you've done to me.
How much everything affects me.
Even if it seems like nothing to you.
I need to let everything out.
To cry in front of you, tell you my story.
I need to unload these thoughts, these feelings.
I must tell you how my emotions are killing my inside.
I'm crying out for your help.
But you aren't listening.
I need someone to save me,
But no one is there for me.
I want to speak,
But the words won't come out.