Dear you, I don't need to put your name down here because the very thought, the very idea of you stings more than thousands of bees ever could. I need to stop reminding myself of the memories you left me with I loved each and every minute you blessed me with I wish I cherished it more. I wish I didn't push you away, I wish you stayed when I told you not to but most of all I wish you didn't leave me behind when I needed you most. I know that wishes don't come true but here I am back to square one again reminiscing over the old you and the old us. You are not my lover, you are not my soul mate, you are not my mother, nor my father, you were my saviour, you were my friend.