Chapter 9

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(Luke's pov)

Me and Michael went into the bloody bathroom, and I removed my boxers. We got in the shower, and you could see the cuts on my thighs. 15 medium sized cuts, on my left. And on my right, one single cut. A very long cut though, about the size of an iPhone.

I turned the water on, and put it on warm. Michael moved closer to me, touching the cuts in my thighs. The water trickling over the cuts as he touched them.

"Luke, I love you." He said, getting on his knees, moving his mouth by my cuts. "I love you too." He kissed each cut, one by one.

"Michael? What are you doing?" I asked. He continued to kiss them, without giving me an explanation. When he was done kissing each one, he moved up to my face.

"Please don't do it." He started to have tears in his eyes. "But you do it..." I said. He can't tell me not to do something, he does too. It just doesn't work like that.

"Luke, your amazing. Your not fat. Your actually pretty fit, for not working out," I began to tear up also. "Your not ugly. You have beautiful eyes, and a perfect nose, and perfect teeth. And every time you smile? Those beautiful lips turn up, and your dimples show, and you look happy." Tears were escaping my eyes, and he began to talk again.

"I love when your happy, because when your happy, I'm happy. But when your sad, I'm sad. More than sad. And when you cut yourself? It makes me want to cut up my whole body. Because I hate knowing that you hate yourself." I was crying by this point.

He moved his hands to my cheeks, and wiped away my tears. "Luke, I love you." I hugged him, making sure we didn't slip. "I love you too Mikey." I said.

We finished up our shower, and got out. We dried off, and put some new boxers on. We put a T-shirt on and went downstairs into the kitchen, where my mum was crying.

I ran over to her and quickly asked, "What's wrong mum?" She wiped her nose with her tissue and said, "Your school called. They told me about the fight." She said in between sniffles.

"Mum don't cry. It's not a big deal. Don't worry about it." Michael, I could see, wanted to end the conversation. He was getting pizza out of the fridge that was left over from Sunday, and I joined him. I put 3 pieces on a plate for myself, and stuck it in the microwave.

"Honey, your getting bullied for being gay. Do we need to switch schools? Would you like me to file for harassment?" My mum is taking this to a level is doesn't need to be taken to. "Mum it's fine." I said. Getting my pizza out, and putting Michael's in.

"Actually, I'd like to switch schools." Michael spoke up. I looked at him. I had no idea, I would have said yes then. "Do you really want to?" I said looking back at him.

"Boys, it isn't hard for me to switch your school." My mum said. "Well, then switch it please." I said, sitting down at the table. Michael then followed, and sat down next to me.

"Alright, ill have you switched by next week." My mum said. "Also, when are you guys getting jobs? Your car isn't going to just get fixed." Mum also said.

I forgot all abut jobs. I don't even know where we could work at. "We haven't look around town or anything, but I guess we could tomorrow." I said.

Everyday, we get out of school at 2:15, and every Wednesday, 1:05. "Sense it's Wednesday tomorrow, you'll have plenty of time to look." My mum said, she smiled and got up to go to her room.

Me and Michael finished our pizza, and when we were done it was 7:10. We went back up stairs to our room, and I cleaned the bathroom. "What do you wanna do, once your done?" Michael said.

Well I can't really think of anything, sense we already had sex. "I don't know, do you have anything on your mind?" Michael smiled and grabbed my hand. "But I'm not finished!" He walked me out of the bathroom, our room, the living room, and out the back door.

"Michael?" He still didn't answer. Behind our house is just woods, but he kept walking. There was a path in the woods, and he took it. Soon when the path ended he went right.

"Michael?" "Hold on. Almost there." Where is he taking me? We kept walking, and got out of the woods, and were in this big open area. Where the big open area stopped, was a cliff.

"Michael, how'd you find this?" I asked. We're together all the time, and I've never seen this. "One night a few years ago, I went out to think. And I wanted to go through the woods to see if anything was out here. And long story short, I found this.

The sun was still shining bright, and Michael sat down. I sat down next to him, and it progressed to laying down. And then we fell asleep.

Away from the world.


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Alright well peaceful ending. Shit chapter but, switching schools and Michael confesses feelings so yeah. Alight well comment, vote, share. Oh even follow me if you want! I love you, 5sos loves you, have a beautiful rest of the day :)

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