"You can't live your life for other people. You've got to do what's right for you, even if it hurts some people you love."
-The NotebookLouis P.O.V
I have always been the type of person to overthink everything. I remember when I was younger everyone used to tell me, "Louis, stop always fearing the worse." But they could never understand how it feels to be in my head.
Often times I fear that my boyfriend, Harry, will wake up one day and not love me. Maybe one day I might get pregnant, and he won't like how my body looks afterward and he goes out to find someone new.
I let out a frustrated sigh and looked over to my boyfriend, staring closely at his beautiful features, "Harry, do you want to have kids?" I looked closely at his face to see his reaction.
He looked at me and I could tell he was going to say what I didn't want to hear by the look in his eyes, "Honestly, I don't." I knew he was going to say that.
"Why," I asked playing with my fingers, "I think we would be great parents." I raised my head a little so that we could make eye contact.
"I don't know," he paused, rubbing his face letting out a deep sigh, "I fear that I might not be a good father." He then broke the eye contact and stared straight ahead, he looked sad.
I gently grabbed his chin and turned his head towards me, "Haz, you will be the best father ever. You are the most understanding and caring person that I know." He gave me a warm smile in return.
"I love you," he said giving me a kiss on my forehead.
"I love you too."
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Pregnant With Your Baby
FanfictionHarry and Louis have been together for about 6 years now. Harry has expressed to Louis that he doesn't want kids, because he fears not being good enough. However, Harry was in for a surprise while on a business trip. 🏅 Rankings: #4 mpreg 8/13/18 #...