You tell me
I never caused you harm.
As you stitch up
your wounds from a ripped heart..
You tell me
I made you happy
as I notice your smiles
beginning to fade
to a monotone gray.
You've told me these things
as I see the truth.
As I see the bittersweet reality.
We were young and simply
didn't know the story's end.
I'm sorry.
I never meant to do this.
What's the point in apologies?
Doesn't take away the fact,
instead of helping
I only made it worse.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry is all I can say.
I'm sorry is all I could sputter out
from cracked lips made of glass.
Kiss me and you'll bleed
Kiss me and you will feel
the sting,pain, burn.
I'm sorry for the
things I've said.
I left these words scattered
like broken glass
on a sugary pavement.
Doing nothing as your fingers bleed from every word said.
Frozen I stood,
with a blurry vision.
Only looking behind
through my reflection.
Never acknowledging what was standing right in front me.
I'm sorry for these scattered words. I'm sorry.
I'm a broken record
stuck on reverse.
I'm a pretty gullible person.
I'm an emotional person.
I say things without thinking.
I'm pretty fucked up in the head.
Spend my time sleeping for the day.
Hoping for a dream.
Something to take me away
from the demons in my head
from the demons lurking
in thoughts unspoken
and words left unsaid.
I've wasted my life on these dreams.
Wasted my time on a fake reality.
You tell me I never caused you harm.
As you stitch up your wounds
from a ripped heart..
You tell me I made you happy
as I notice your smiles
beginning to fade
to a monotone gray.
You've told me these things
as I see the truth.
The bittersweet reality
I made for me and you.
I'm sorry.
I never meant to do this.
Doesn't take away the fact,
instead of sealing
the wounds..
I only was reopening
them.
I only made it worse.
I'm sorry.
Why don't you hate me?
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Notice the punn? I have another pun for you! Well, you know how U.V. (Ultra Violent) rays can cause serious harm if you are exposed to a lot of it..well I guess you could say they are ultra 'violent' rays..
Well..
THANKS, for reading my poem!
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Scattered Stars
PoetryPoems and stories (mostly poems) written by Toxic Rebel. No order, probably doesn't make sense. Scattered poems with scattered topics. •~•~Stars~•~• Stars in broad daylight what a wonderous sight.. If there were stars in the vast blue sea.. would yo...
