It's Only Because I Love You (J.M) [COMPLETE]

chapter 12

L A U R E N

As soon as we finished talking to Josh he planned a night out with some of his friends. That consisted of all the lads except Conor and Jack. I don't think he really wants to see Jack right now but Conor... He could have been invited too. Conor's done nothing wrong. He just knows what happened. He's also involved in more ways than one. So since he went out, me and the boys had a movie night in. I may have fallen asleep on the sofa.

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I woke up around 4am from loud noises. Jack must have brought a girl home... Except Jack wasn't out last night so he couldn't have. I slowly stood up and listened. Carefully I moved closer and closer to the door of my bedroom and I heard them. Josh has brought a fucking girl back! he's got a girlfriend that's pregnant but he's in bed with another fucking woman! I couldn't take it. I broke down and ran into Jack's room.

"Jack... Jack wake up." I shook him carefully so I didn't wake him up properly. I was trying to make sure the tears weren't dropping onto him either.
"Jack! Wake up!" I tried to be as quiet as I could so Josh couldn't hear me. Slowly Jack opened his eyes and stared at me.

"Woah. What's- are you okay? Stupid question. Why are you-" he must have heard.
"Come here." He pulled me onto his lap and I cried into his chest.
"He's fucking another girl yet his girlfriend is pregnant. Doesn't seem right does it?" I shouldn't be doing this right now but I couldn't care less.

"If this is how he's going to treat you now you've told him then he's a pretty shit boyfriend. Going and fucking someone else when in a relationship is wrong. I know we did it but we were under the influence of alcohol. But then fucking someone else when your in a relationship with someone who is pregnant is even more wrong."

I cried even more and felt Jack's arms wrap tighter around me.
"You're sleeping here tonight okay? I can't let you sleep on the sofa and you're not going in there anytime tonight. Clearly." I moved and kissed Jack on the cheek.

"Thankyou. I love you."
"I love you too." He just stared at me until I did it again. I leaned forward and closed the gap between us. Except this wasn't a loving kiss, this was a deep kiss. I moved myself to be straddling Jack's lap and the kiss got deeper and deeper. He pulled away and started sucking at my neck. Then I relised what was happening.

"Jack stop. I can't do that right now. As much as I'd love to I can't." Josh is literally in the room next to us. If he heard us going at it then that would probably make him hate me even more!

"I'm sorry. It's just... I love you. You deserve better than Josh. He seems to be a fucking dick!"
"I hate to say it but I kinda hope this is your baby..." I admitted it to him. All the thoughts going through my brain. But it's true. I want it to be Jack's. Josh just seems to be acting like a dick at the moment.

I moved carefully to lie next to Jack instead.
"You don't mind if I..."
"Go ahead." I took off my tshirt and jeans then got under the covers. Jack stared at me the whole time. I felt him move closer and wrap his arms around me. I feel safe.
"Night Jack, I love you."
"I love you too." That is how I wish every night could end.

J O S H

So yeah what I'm doing is wrong. But I'm just getting her back. She's getting a taste of her own medicine. Let's just hope she only notices in the morning. When she walks in to get ready for the day or whatever. Wouldn't want her to hear but I'm lucky she slept on the sofa. She's a bitch and I don't think I want to be with her anymore. I'm only going to stay if that baby is mine.

(I'm excited to re-read the fight scene that happens in the next chapter!)