It's Only Because I Love You (J.M) [COMPLETE]

chapter 14

J A C K

I have Lauren sat on me, crying into my shoulder and holding me so tight. She literally doesn't wanna let go.
"Come on. It's going to be alright. It's going to get better! You need to stay positive for this baby. Need to keep it healthy. Please don't cry. I hate it when you cry!" Now it's my turn to hold her tight.
"I love you Jack." She's just admitted it with Conor here too.

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It hasn't been even half an hour since the fight and already we've got Joe, Caspar and Oli at our door asking what's going on. Conor brought them in and they sat around us.
"What's happening between you and Josh, Lauren?" Joe asked her. I think the mention of his name made her cry even more.

"Is everything okay?" He seemed worried. But Lauren looked up to answer.
"No. Nothing is okay. I brought this on myself but he just had to go one step further!"
"What happened?" It's Oli's turn to ask.

"I- umm..." She looked at me and I nodded so she could tell them.
"Me and Jack may have had a one night stand so this baby could actually be his since we didn't use protection but now Josh has gone and... Fucked another girl."

"Wait what? You and Jack? You two fucked each other?" Caspar seemed to find it funny.
"Yes. Me and her. We don't find this funny. I could be the father of her child." I warned them.
"So Josh fucked another girl. Just getting back at you for what you did. Seems fair right? I mean cheating isn't right in any circumstance but it still seems fair right?" Joe questioned.

"You see the thing is, Josh was in South Africa with you, Caspar, when it happened so he didn't have to listen to it all fucking night! I fell asleep on the sofa and woke up to the sound of it! I couldn't get to sleep for a long time! Now does it seem fair?" The boys all shook their heads.

"Exactly." Now they all understand what happened. They get why Lauren did it. The three of them are currently calling him a dick and asshole and any bad name you can think of really. I don't blame them.

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The boys are gone now and it's just me, Lauren and Conor. We've all calmed down from the argument this morning and as always, we're watching a film. A thought came into my head.
"Lauren?"
"Yeah?"
"Do you really love me?" She looked confused.

"Did you just ask if I love you?" I nodded in answer to her question.
"Well Jack, if I didn't, would I have told you that earlier? And every other time I've told you?"
"Well no but I just-" she cut me of by pressing her lips firmly against mine. Before we had time to do anything else, she pulled away.

"Does that answer your question?"
"I think we've got a new YouTube couple coming on here!" Conor coed from the other side of the sofa. We both gave him and evil glare.
"Yes it does. But you know what?"
"What?"
"I love you too!" I kissed her softly on the nose and saw the smile grow wider.

"Are you 100% sure?"
"Jack. Honestly i love you so fucking much! Can you not see that?"
"Well yeah but-"
"Yes Lauren but are you definitely sure you love him before he goes and asks the big question?" I glared at conor.

"No. I totally don't love you Jack! It's not like i love you enough to... Umm yeah. And i totally don't like snuggling with you or anything! Or giving you kisses and being with you all the time. I totally hate it!" She said it with so much sarcasm in her voice. I couldn't help but smile and kiss her again.

We continued talking about it for a little while longer. I kissed her again and this time neither of us pulled away. Then the kiss got a bit heated. I took this as my opportunity to poke my tongue onto her bottom lip. She wasn't doing anything.
"Guys... Could you just like uhh- god- get a room! Please!" Conor half screamed at us.

I felt her open her mouth slightly and guided my tongue in. She did it almost instantly after Conor commented on it. I think she's just doing it to annoy him. We got really into the kiss and I could feel her moving across me. She managed to guide herself to straddle my lap while still kissing me. I also felt her reach her hands up and grab my hair. I already have hold of her waist.

"Fuck sake guys! Can we not watch a simple movie without any distractions?" We pulled apart and shouted 'no' At the same time before kissing again.
"If you don't stop kissing now I'm taking all the doritos out the house and turning off the WiFi!" We both moved and Lauren glared at him with such an evil glint in her eyes.

"You dare get rid of those doritos! Do you want me to be screaming because I crave them at 3 in the morning when I can't sleep?" Of course that was her excuse.
"I would have thought you'd be craving something else..." Conor looked directly at me as he said this. It was my turn to give him an evil glare this time.

(In case you can't tell, these are the 'a/n's' from editing. I don't usually do it bold, itallc AND underlined.)