Under the Wolf Moon (camren)

Should I tell?

Lauren Pov

Should I tell her? It was a very scary thought. I wanted to tell her as soon as possible, because I didn't want any lies come in between us, especially not after we would have a real relationship. It was probably best to tell her, before starting something really serious, otherwise it would crush me, if she didn't take it well. But it would crush me anyway. The thought of being seperated from my mate was pyhsically and emotionally draining. Seriously at the mere thought of her leaving me, I felt a exc

rutiating pain in my whole body. But if the reason for her leaving would be me being me, it would be even worse, because I wouldhate myself for it, even though I can't do anything against it. It's not my fault I was a wolf,I was born this way.

I was picturing all the worst reactions she could have, not even considering she could take it well. It would be best for both of us if I'd tell her soon, otherwise I would go insane.

Today. Yes I'm telling her today. Or was it too early? I ruffled my hair in frustration. What should I do?

Deciding to go talk to my parents, I made my way downstairs. They knew about me being a wolf, since I had the genes from my Dad. My mom was from a wolf family too, but her genes never.I don't know...spread? So her wolf side nevercame out and my Dad had suppressed his wolf side for a long time now. Which was why I was the pack-leader. My younger brother Chris also starts to show signs, which could mean that he will turn soon.

I reached the kitchen and saw my parents siting next to each oher just talking. They laughed together and my body filled with euphoria. It was so cute that they still loved each other and had fun together, I want that too. I knew I would get it with Camila, if she'd get along with me being a wolf. That thought gave me hope. We were mates we could go through everything, we were meant to be.

"Mami, Papi? Can we talk for a moment?"

"Of course mija, what's bothering you?", My Dad asked smiling at me encouraging.

"It's about Camila.", I had already told them about my mate." I think I should tell her, like soon, like today.", my words came out unsure. "I just think, it wouldn't be good, if we get in a relationship and I tell her jus then. She has te right to know and these kind of secrets aren't helping. I also don't want to get my hopes up and then maybe get crushed." They both nodded.

"Well if you feel that way, you should tell her. I aggree with you, keeping these secrets for too long can be poisinous.", My om said. MY Dad looked at his wife lovingly also nodding in aggreement.

"So be it", I said smiling and standing up. I would make plans with her today. Taking my phone out of my pocket, I thought about what I would text her.

To Camz : Heyy camzi

from Camz : Hey Laur what's up?

To Camz : just wanted to ask if you wanna do something today? I have to tell you something

From Camz: sure, I'll be there in 20 mins. : )

I put my phone back into my pocket and decided I'd eat something till she got here. Checking if my parents were still there I walked into the quiet kitchen and started making myself a sandwich. I sat down on the counter and scrolled through tumblr, while eating my sandwich. Soon enough I heard the bell ring and went to the door yelling " I'M GOING!"

When I opened the door I was greeted by a smiling Camila and I couldn't help myself but give her a hug. It felt like and eternity since I have seen her althought, it wan't even a day. I wrapped my arms around her neck and rested my cheek on her head, while she wrapped her hands around my waist, squeezing tightly. We seperated and I smiled at her.