Raven's Death(ON HOLD)

Sixth Death

Sixth Death

"Shit!" I swore furiously as I stripped my shirt off of me.

Kailangan kong mag-shower ngayon. What I mean shower ay iyong malamig na malamig. Kasing-lamig ng sa Antartica!

I was in hell for almost a week now. Horny. Agitated. Pissed off. And horny! Yes, I repeated the word horny part beause it was worth repeating for what I was feeling right now.

At kasalanan lahat iyon ni Stanley! Hindi ko alam ang nangyari pero mas nagiging persistent na siya na gusto akong ikama—not that I don't want to, pero hindi ko alam. Of course, I'm lusting over him... but I need to feel more. Gusto kong kapag ginawa namin iyon ay may nararamdaman kami para sa isa't isa.

Call me an oldfashioned shits—or whatsoever pero iyon ang gusto. Iyon ang nangingibabaw sa'kin.

Bumalik ang isipan ko kay Stanley. Hindi siya nagsasalita, hindi rin niya ako hinahawakan. Ni magdait nga kahit anong parte ng balat namin ay hindi nangyayari pero sa paraan ng pagtitig niya ay alam kong may iniisip siyang sekswal na bagay tungkol sa'kin. Kahit pa nasa meeting room kami o sa lounge or foodcourt, he will always looked at me in a sexual way that creeps the hell out of me.

Don't kid yourself, Raven. It didn't creep you out rather it bothered you because you wanted him to hump you like a dog in heat.

"Shit!" I swore again. Ibinaba ko ang aking pantalon at dumiretso sa banyo.

Binuksan ko ang shower at bumagsak na agad ang malamig na tubig papunta sa ulo ko, pababa sa aking katawan.

Sa tuwing makikita ko o makakasalubong tuloy si Stanley ay gusto ko siyang murahin dahil sa ginagawa niya sa'kin.  It's been a week since he started looking at me with a sexual intent. Ramdam na ramdam ko iyon. Kahit ang pagpunta ko lamang sa foodcourt ay makakaramdam na agad ako na parang may nagmamasid sa'kin.

Matapos mag-shower ay pumunta na ako sa briefing room dahil magrereport pa ako. Habang nagrereport ako ng finish mission namin ay napansin kong sobra kung makatingin si Stanley sa akin, na-distract tuloy ako at maya-maya ang tingin ko sa kanya.

The sexual tension between us is too hard to ignore and I bet, the people in the room felt it, too. Dahil kulang na lang ay sunggaban niya ako at hubaran sa mga titig niya. And by people, I mean Braden, Bobby and two other Black knights, Veronica Angel Dela Forte codename Devil and Andi Zyne Jurish codename Justice.

"Ahm... I can safely say that the senator's daughter is okay." I said to them.

Gusto ko sanang sabihin na senator's bitch of a daughter, cause she really is such a bitch. Pero pinigilan ko ang sarili ko.

"Bakit parang dismayado ka? Para bang ayaw mong mailigtas iyong babae." Natatawang tanong ni Braden sa akin.

I snorted then rolled my eyes. Why would I be disappointed? Wala naman akong pake kung ligtas siya o hindi. Wala din akong pake kahit ilang beses niyang tinatapon ang sarili niya kay Stanley. As if naman papansinin niya ang babae.

"No, I'm not. So, is there any further questions?"

"No. No question," Braden said while shaking his head. "Unless Stanley wants to ask you a..." He quoted his fingers in the air, "very personal question." Then he wiggled his eyebrows suggestively.

Nagtawanan silang lahat. Lahat ng nasa loob ng briefing room except Stanley and I.

Hindi ko sila pinansin, "Okay, if that's all for to—"

"Come on, Raven." Singit ni Braden na nakangisi. "I think Stanley REALLY wants to talk to you, privately." He drawled, my eyebrows twitched. "Okay lang naman sa'min, we can leave you two, y'know."

Another laughter from the people in the room burst out, except, of course, Stanley and I.

And again, I ignored him. "I'll go no—"

"Raven," pigil ni Veronica sa akin. "Sa tingin ko rin ay kailangan na kailangan ni Stanley ang tulong mo. And he desperately needs to let that something out." She said while smirking. Tumingin siya kay Stanley na nasa sulok ng kwarto at ibinalik sa akin ang paningin. "Oh my God, Raven! It's worst! He's in a crisis and clearly needs to let something out." She outburst, feigning the shock. Pero halata namang pinipigilan niya ang huwag matawa.

Naningkit ang mga mata ko sa pang-aasar niya. Halos maiyak na kakatawa ang mga agent sa loob, nangingibabaw ang halakhak ni Braden sa lahat and I saw Bobby shaking his head, there's a smile on his face.

"Yeah!" Segunda agad ni Braden. "Stanley Mackenzie really, really needs to let something out. And you're the only one who can help him." Tumayo siya, "So we will leave you two here, or..." his voice trailed off, "You prefer to be watch over?"

Hagalpakan ng tawa ang mga ito, I gritted my teeth as a response. Pagkatapos ay nagpulasan na sila, leaving me alone here, with Stanley.

Nagkatitigan kami. Desire is clearly evident in his eyes. Tumayo siya sa kinauupuan niya, napaatras ako at nagligalig ang mga mata.

"I—I think, I need to go." Humakbang ako para makaalis ngunit wala pang tatlong hakbang ay pinigilan niya ako gamit ang baritonong boses niya.

"Stay, Raven."

I suddenly stopped, turned and looked at him with a confuse expression.

"B—Bakit?"

"We need to talk."

"Uh-uh!" Umiling ako, "I don't think so." Mabilis akong naglakad patungo sa pintuan upang lumabas nang bigla niyang hilahin ang braso ko. I gasped when I felt a warm breath at my nape. A hot lingering breath near the edge of my earlobe.

"Raven Tyler." He drawled and continued, "This isn't a game we're playing between ourselves, don't pretend that it is."

"Isn't it?" A challenge flared in my eyes. "Don't lie to me, Stanley. Don't pretend it's any more than it really is. We are just a partner in mission not in bed. Nothing more."

"Like hell." He tugged my hand and spunned me around.

I opened my mouth to refute but he covered my mouth with his. Hindi pa ako nakakahuma ay naipasok niya na ang dila sa loob ng bibig ko. Then he touched the tip of it to mine. Sucking my tongue into his, playing with his, licking, biting. I moaned. Tentatively, kissing him back.

I vaguely heard the opening of the door in the briefing room. Then came a fake gasp, "Oh my, so Stanley really needs to let something out."

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko at agad na itinulak si Stanley. Nagpatianod naman siya, humakbang siya ng dalawang beses at pinakawalan ako. Habol ang paghingang tumakbo ako palayo doon. Pero hindi nakatakas sa'kin ang nakakaasar na tawanan ng mga kasamahan ko sa KSO.

Shit!