GERPHILE [Completed]

4.[Drowned]

Lalo akong napaiyak. Ganun ba talaga ako ka helpless. Ganun ba talaga kahit ako na yung naaragbaydo ako padin yung mali.

Wala na akong nagawa kundi umiyak nang hubadin nya ang uniform ko at lamasin ang dibdib ko. It hurts pero wala nang mas sasakit pa sa nararamdaman ng puso ko.

Wala akong magawa. Kahit isipin kong sumigaw at humingi nang tulong, will someone help me nang hindi ako hinuhusgahan.

He removed my bra and all i can do is cry. He suck my bare breast while removing my panty. I am now in my skirt and he didn't bother to take it off. Habang nakasandal sa piano he goes up on me and kiss me on my lips i didn't respond kaya sinampal 'nya ako.

"Lesson number 1 Gerphile when i kissed you, you should kiss back!"

It stings. I can feel my cheeks burn.

Then he kiss me again. Puno nang luha ang muka ko at patuloy lang 'sya sa paghalik at pagkagat sa labi ko. Nang hindi pa din ako nagrerespose he bend my fingers. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa ginawa 'nya.

"You will do as i say. Oh sisirain ko ang pangarap mo." Banta niya.

My precious fingers. Lalo akong naiyak, kaya naman ako na mismo ang lumapit para halikan 'sya.

"Good girl Gerphile."

His hands go down and touch my folds. He find the way to my core and played with it. I winced in pain when he inserted his finger. Halos mapatili ako sa sakit pero kinagat ko ang ibabang labi ko para pigilan yun.

He finger-fuck me while kissing my bare breast. Halos mapaliyad na ako sa piano sa ginagawa 'nya. I felt something is building up inside me kahit pigilan ko and in an instant i came.

He smile devilishly and position himself on me. Napakapit ako sa kanya when he enter me. The pain was like hell. It was ripping me apart.

He continue to bang me, half lying on top of the piano. This was the most awful thing na nangyari sa buhay ko. Me got raped on top of my most favorite thing in the world.

Mas masakit pa to sa mga pang do-down sa akin at pang lalait ni Mama. Mas masakit pa to sa pang iisnob sa akin ni Papa.

"Oh shit baby you're so good!"

Sir Brile came inside me. In a blink of an eye my virginity was lost. I was raped. I didn't protest cause i got scared, but i know i was raped. It was still a raped.

And i dont know what happens next. A 16 years old student was raped by her 28 years old teacher. That was realy happened. Pero pag nag sumbong ako it will turn out na... The slut 16 years old student seduce her freaking hot teacher.

And for Pete's sake. Im a Waters malaking pangalan ang sisirain ko kapag may nakaalam nito. I was traumatized. Umuwi ako nang bahay nang araw na yun na tulala.

Mama and Papa didn't find out anything. Ang akala ni Mama nag rerebelde lang ako dahil sa hindi ako kumikibo pero ang totoo pakiramdam ko namanhid na ako.

Pag pasok ko nang kwarto npaupo ako sa sahid impit na hagulogol lang ang nagagawa ko dahil sa ayaw kong marinig ako nang kahit sino. I run on the shower, tumapat ako don without removing my uniform at humagulgol.

How can this life be so cruel to me. What did i do to suffer this much. All my life i was trained to be kind, polite and be an obedient daughter. I work hard to get on top. I work hard to earned my parents attention, but i failed. I always fail.

Umiyak ako magdamag. Iniiyak ko lahat nang sakit. Physical and Emotional. Nagluksa sa pag kabigo ko sa buhay.

Worst came, naulit pa yun nang ilang beses. Hindi lang dalawa oh tatlo maraming beses. Sir Brile got all my strength until the last drop. Yung pinaka huling pagkakataon hindi na ako umiyak, I didn't even blink. I watched him do that to me. Pinanuod ko bawat detalye nang pang ba-baboy 'nya sa pagkatao ko.

"You're too good Gerphile. Kahit ilang beses na nating ginawa to still you're the best. How i love it when im inside you. You're like a drugs to me. At sa bawat hithit mas lalong sumasarap."

How can be a professor of a well-known Music School does all this. Bakit ang dimonyo at baboy nang pag katao 'nya. I trusted him, i treated him as an older brother. I looked up on him for being good on our craft. Pero napalitan nang poot at galit lahat yon.

Sir Brile was the first man that i entertained, and gave a chance to be part of my life. Hindi ako malapit sa ibang lalaki even before dahil ayaw ni Mama. Nakakasama daw kase sa studies yun.

At 'sya din ang taong sumira sa pag katao ko. I wish he will suffer too. Mas matindi pa sa maghihirap na nararamdaman ko. I wish he will get hurt too. Tiple pa sa sakit na ibinigay 'nya sa akin.

But that's was all in my head i will not be Gerphile with Adeline on my second name kung hindi ako mabuting tao. Kung hindi mabuti ang puso ko.

"I forgive you." I whisper. Nagsusuot na noon nang pantalon si Sir Brile habang nakatulala ako. Nasa loob nanaman kame nang Music room at it was passed 8pm na.

"Yeah, I know you will. Because i know you liked it too Gerphile."

"No i forgive you. I forgive you Sir Brile because that was the last thing that i can do for you."

"Well thanks then, sa uulitin baby." Hinalikan 'nya ako sa noo at iniwan sa music room.