♥ G-dragon ♥ (BigBang)

Chapter 22: Decisions ♥

So, I got many cute baby names and think I know which one to pick... And thank you for the help guys ♥

And sorry that I earlier said it would only be 2 chapters left, that was my plan but now it will be much more! ♥

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I was at work. I had to talk to T.O.P! He should have been in the recording studio in room four, but he wasn't. Nobody had seen hem either... Where was he? I tried to call but there was no answer.

"Celine? There you are, I've been looking for you!" a voice said. I saw Nelly walking over to me. "We have to start, Kira wants you to listen to her part, she want to know what you think." she said. "I'm coming." I said. I was cold to Ashley when I greeted her and she could see my disgust. It got awkward.
When I listened to Kira's part I was just thinking of T.O.P.
"So,what do you think?" Kira asked afterwards. I got back to reality. "Um... great. If you excuse me I need some air." I said and walked out the door.

I made my way to the cafeteria and took a cup of coffee. Someone sat down next to me. "Hi." I looked up. "T.O.P!" I said surprised and happy. "Hi there." he said casual. "Where have you been? I called!" I said. "Around." he said avoiding the question.
"You must answer! I was worried." I said. "You were worried about me?" he asked like he didn't hear me. "Yes!"
"Celine?" he said slowly. "What is it?" I asked confused. "Don't be angry... But you should really take away the baby." He said. "Excuse me?" I mumbled. He didn't say anything. I knew I wasn't ready but I just couldn't take it away! "I can't." I told him. It was my baby, I would never let it go.
"Maybe after seeing this..." he said showing me a picture on his phone. It was GD with another girl at a cafe. They were hugging each other. "I was in town earlier today and saw this." he explained. "Who is it?" I asked him. "I don't know." he said shrugging.
"I should talk to him before accusing him." I said. "You got proof enough!" he said. "Believe me, it's not the first time he mess up with a girl. He's a player, no matter what you say." T.O.P said. "You know him... so I guess you're right..." I mumbled.
I looked through more pictures and saw GD and the girl letting go of each other so he could give her a present.
I've seen enough.
"Can you follow me home?" I asked feeling a little sick. "Sure." he said kind, probably understanding how I felt. It must have been hard for him to tell it also.

We walked through the city talking. he made me laugh thousands of times, he was really funny. My heart skipped a beat when his hand reached for mine. They fit perfectly together. I got small butterflies.

When we stood at the door I thanked him and have him a kiss on his cheek before going inside. "I'll tell them you're sick." he promised. "Thank you."

As soon as he left I felt empty and confused. What should I do, take the baby away and be with T.O.P? Stay with GD and keep the baby? I didn't look forward to when he would come home, I had a big decision to make...

The time flew away even if I was bored to death. I heard the car door shut outside and got anxious. I need more time! Without thinking I got out from the back door and made my way to T.O.P. I needed him right now.

When I knocked on his door he opened immediately smiling at me. "Why are you here?" he asked, but I could see he didn't have anything against it.
"I don't want to face him, not yet." I said. "Can I come in?" He smiled even wider. "Feel like home!" he said. I sat down in the living room. But as soon as I leaned back I got a call. It was GD. After asking myself what to do I answered.

"Hello." I said after taking a deep breath. "Hi, baby where are you?" he asked sweetly. I felt disgust, so fake. "I'm at T.O.P's house..." I started. "Why?" he quickly said. "Why not?" I asked. "Eh... nothing." he said. "Sorry." "No problem." I swallowed. "When will you be home?" He asked. I didn't know what to answer. "I won't come home..." I said. There was silence... "Has something happened?" he asked. I felt a tear on my cheek. How couldn't he feel guilty? The next second more tears came from my eyes and I started crying. "Celine?" GD's voice shouted at the other line. "You cheated on me!" I screamed into the phone. "I did what?" He said like he didn't know anything about it. "Today! Don't you pretend!" I said. "No!" he said. "Stop it." I begged him. "You have to listen to me!" he said. "No I don't!" I told him angry. "Stay where you are, I'll be there in five." he said after hanging up.
He was coming? This could never end good...

T.O.P came inside the room. "What did he say ?" he asked me gentle. "How do you know I spoke to him?" I asked. "It was hard to not here you." he smiled. I guess I was pretty loud. My voice was aching after all screaming. My head was pounding after all confusion and tears. This was not the right time for him to come. I just wanted to sleep and never wake up again.

"I'll back you up." T.O.P said. "Thank you." I mumbled and looked straight into his cat eyes. I was shocked by my own word but I guess I did say it...
"I love you." As soon as he was about to answer someone opened the door aggressively. He must have been raced to come her this fast. His car was standing in the middle of the street blocking the traffic. My headache got even worse when he arrived.


"Please don't let him talk to me." I told T.O.P. I guess GD heard him when he answered: "Why not?" T.O.P hinted me to go upstairs. "What have you been telling her!" he screamed at him. "The truth." T.O.P simply said. I heard a punch... Why did it always end with fighting? Weren't these guys best friends? Or maybe used to... Before I ruined it all.

That day I made the biggest decision of my life. I would leave Seoul... Move back to the U.S.A... leave them... For real...

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So? Any comments on that? Write what you think, I love when you guys write your ideas and thoughts :) ♥

(Sorry for not making the chapter longer... I tried... without progress xD I always want it to end exciting!)

But hope you like it anyway! Vote if you like it and please don't be a ghost reader ;) ♥