Trusting you//Grayson Dolan fanfic

Chapter 32

Grayson's POV

"so what is it" she asks again

I shouldn't be pissed at her because we aren't together anymore so she is free to whoever she wants right

She took a step closer to me, god I'd love to just kiss her right now, she looks at me in the eyes

"Gray, what's wrong" she asks

"fuck it" I whisper

"wha-" she starts but I cut her off

I pull her into a kiss in one swift movement, she hesitates at first but then kisses me back, it lasted for so long, it's like we've never kissed before. The world just kind of slowed down and it was just us all of a sudden, I never wanted this to end, but we had to breath eventually. Izzy pulled away, she didn't make eye contact, she didn't say anything she just walked away back to  the car, leaving me there completely speechless

Isabella's POV 

"fuck it" I hear him whisper

"wha-" I get cut off by him kissing me

I just stood there for half a second in disbelief until I finally caved in and kissed back, god I missed this, I miss us, I miss his lips against mine, I miss his touch, I miss every little thing about him. I pull away mainly because I needed to breathe, I don't look at him or say anything, I just walk until I get to the car. I get in the car and Ethan asks me if Grayson was okay, I just told him that Grayson didn't tell me anything. Technically he didn't say anything anyways  so I mean I'm not lying to him, Ethan was about to say something else until Grayson arrived at the car also, great...

We all just sat in awkward silence the whole way home until we reached my house, then Grayson decided to awkwardly say

"so uh, do you still want to hangout later" 

No

"uh sure" I replied than got out of the car

I had got inside and showered, the house is really quiet lately because mom is out on business trips all the time and my brother is away at college, so most of the time it's just me. I had changed out of my clothes and I heard something fall to the floor, I look down and see that the necklace that Grayson had gotten me had fell off. I had completely forgot that I was still wearing it, I have never taken it off, I pick it up off the floor and put it back on. There is just something about Grayson that leaves me wanting more and that refuses for me to get over him, trust me I've tried. I decided to take a shower before I go hangout with Grayson, last thing I need is to smell like the beach. I got out of the shower and dried my hair, I threw it up into a messy bun and put on minimal makeup. I had put on a pair of dark grey Nike sweatpants a black tank top. I had just finished getting ready when Grayson had texted me to come over, 

Grayson: Ethan's gone now, come over I'm bored :)

Me: I thought you were pissed at me

Grayson: I'll explain when you get here

I grabbed my purse, threw on a pair of flipflops and went over, I don't dress to impress when I'm with the twins, hense my outfit tonight.

15 MINUTES LATER

I pulled into their driveway and nervously made my way to the door, I knocked on the door and Grayson quickly opened it, we were basically dressed the same except he was wearing a t-shirt. I walked inside,

"so what do you want to do" he said

"I don't know, maybe you give me an explanation for why you were being a dick to me" I say

"it's not important" he says

"yes it is, now tell me or I'm leaving" I say

"okay you really really want to know, I hate seeing you around other guys when we're not together. Knowing that they could take my whole entire fucking world away from me, that you aren't going to say anything because I'm not in the picture anymore, that they could be the one doing all the little things I want to do with you, I can't stand it. It broke me seeing you with that other guy today, I saw him flirting with you I just want everything to the way it was before" he whisper yells until I hear his voice crack

"Grayson if you weren't in the picture anymore I wouldn't have told him no, I would have moved on by now, I'm waiting for you" I replied with a faint smile

He picked me up and spun around in circles, once he stopped he said

"you know I love you right" 

"I know" I smiled

"let's go to the mall, I want food" Grayson says

"ok" I laughed

We arrived at the mall

We were walking around after we got food and we ran into Austin, amazing, let's just hope he doesn't bring up the whole Grayson boyfriend thing

"hi Isabella" he says

"oh, hey Austin" I reply, I could see Grayson get all tense and awkward

"so this is your boyfriend Grayson right? The guy you turned me down for" he says looking at Grayson while reaching his hand out for Grayson to shake

"uh, yeah" I said so awkwardly 

"well I have to go, I'll see you around" he smiles and walks away

I turn around to Grayson and he looks at me with a smirk

"so I'm your boyfriend huh" he smiles

"please Dolan, you wish" I laugh

"you're not wrong" I replied

I just shook my head and grabbed his hand

"let's go buy shit" I say while still gripping onto his hand

"wait Izzy" he stops walking

"what" I whine

"come here" he says

I walk over to him

"what is it" I say

He says nothing but smiles at me, cups my face with his hands and pulls my face to his, he waits for a moment and just stares into my eyes and smiles

"what is it" I smile back

"you're so gorgeous you know" he replies

before I could reply he pulls my face a little closer and kisses me, god I love this kid

we need to decide what we are before we continue this, it's like he's reading my mind because right after he says

"Izzy, I know that I've hurt you, I know that what I've done to you is the biggest dick move that I've ever made in my entire life. I know that I will forever love you, I don't know what I've ever done to deserve someone as amazing as you to be in my life, I don't even know why you have even decided to keep talking to me after what I've done. I guess what I'm trying to get across is that I love you and I've messed up big time, but can you please, please just be mine again" 

I'm at a loss for words, all I can do is just shake my head and kiss him, I wrap my arms around his neck and just hug him. I've honestly missed us so much, I let go and we just walk around the mall for a while. After spending too much time and money at the mall we decided to head back to Grayson's house, we got there and put our stuff down. Grayson sat down on the couch and I went to sit next to him until he pulled me onto his lap facing him, he started to play around with my hair, I could tell something was wrong

"what's wrong" I say

"I just feel  so bad" he replies

"don't" I tell him

I kissed him, intertwining my fingers with his, he slowly started to move his way from my lips to my neck, he kissed down my neck to my collarbone and from my collarbone back up to my lips. I kissed him back and traced his abs slowly with my fingers, we never actually did anything that night other than this, I think Grayson thought that I didn't want to but I didn't really care what we did, I just wanted to be with him.