Chapter 39

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I start school tomorrow, RIP me

Isabella's POV

All I was doing was checking on him to see if he's okay and I see this, you must be fucking kidding me is he really doing this to me again. I see her whisper something to him and turn around, it's her. The only person I've ever had an issue with, out of everyone it had to be with her, she smiles at me before she continues walking past me, that bitch.

I turn and look back at Grayson and shake my head at him, I felt a tear drip down my face but wiped it away quickly. He gets up and walks closer to me, I look down avoiding eye contact and turn around walking out of the house. I hear him call my name but I keep walking, this time I'm done, it's happened before and it's happened again, there are no excuses. I have just started walking down the side of the street  when I feel someone grab my arm, I turn to see Grayson

"Just leave me alone Grayson, we're done, I'm done" I say trying to avoid tears but not doing the best job

He goes to wipe my tears off my face and I pull away

"Listen Izzy please, I didn't do anything I promise, it was completely not what it looked like"  he says

"All I know is what I saw and what I saw was you cheating on me, AGAIN and with someone who hates me for god knows what reasons she has" I say

"Grayson this has happened before and here we are again" I continue

"Just listen to me" He says

"No, how about you listen to me, you were one of the only people that could make me feel alive but now you've also make me feel like I'm dying inside, what a fucking trap" I yell fighting tears again

"You know it's funny how the one person that hurts you is the one who swore they never would, Grayson that's you" I continue 

"Grayson this time I'm done and I'm done for good, I'm going home. I'll take the first flight back, the gps already has the way back for when Ethan and you come back too" I say 

I turn around and continue walking but stop and turn around again,

"Oh and Grayson" I say

"Yeah" he says

"This is Goodbye" I say then turn around about to walk back to the hotel when I hear Grayson again

"What do you mean" He says, I can hear his voice croak 

"You'll see eventually" I say

"Oh and tell Ethan thanks for being one of the best friends I've ever had" I finish and finally head back

1 HOUR LATER

I arrive back at the hotel and start packing my things, I'm trying my hardest to not breakdown and cry. I know that every minute longer that I'm in this hotel room is a bad idea because the twins could come back at any time and I'd be screwed and not wanting to go through with my plan, no I'm not going to do anything stupid, I just need to get away from everything. I finished packing and called a taxi to drive me to the airport for the flight that I had quickly booked last minute, I decided to text Ethan,

Me: Please don't hate me for what I'm about to do when I get home, I'm sure we'll see each other again. It might not be soon but it'll happen, I just wanted to say thank you for being there for me through literally everything and thank you for being my best friend. Do me a favor and don't worry about me or worry about where I am, I won't be too far but I also won't be able to be right next to you guys, I've decided to change my number so by the time you get this you won't be able to contact me. If anything serious ever happens to you or your brother tell my mother and she will let me know, I love you both so much xoxo Izzy

I'm kind of lying when I say I won't be too far because I'll be in a different state, but I press send anyways and then turn my phone completely off and take out the battery until I get home to change it, the taxi arrives and I get in. I see a car speeding down the street and park in front of the hotel, I see the twins immediately hop out and run into the hotel, if only they knew

AFTER THE PLANE RIDE

I get off an hour and a half plane ride and arrive back home, I tell my mom what happened between Grayson and I and I tell her my plan, she surprisingly agrees to it. I put the battery back in my phone and turned it on, it started blowing up with messages that I didn't bother to read because I already knew who is was and what they were trying to do. I called my phone company and had them change my number, they said it would take them about ten minutes, about 9 minutes into waiting I get one last text from Grayson that pops up onto my screen

Gray: Please don't do whatever you're about to do, I love you please don't do this

I swipe the notification away, a tear rolls down my face, he doesn't know how to love

I get a call from the phone company saying that my phone number has successfully been changed, I give my mom my new phone number and tell her to ONLY give it to either of the  twins if there was an extreme emergency. She helps me pack my things and off I go to San Francisco, I know that it might seem crazy but I need to just get away from the bullshit. I've had my mom contact the school and figure out the whole graduation thing, I'll still get my diploma but I won't be attending the graduation itself for obvious reasons. I'll only be gone a year or two at most but it's enough time to get away and get my mind off of Grayson. I decided to go to sleep for the moment, I have a flight for 6am and it's currently about 2am, I'm running on almost no sleep so I'll try and get some before the flight.

4AM

I wake up and head off to San Francisco, this is it

Grayson's POV

We got to the hotel room and all of her stuff was gone

"Fuck" I yell

"What is "this is goodbye" supposed to mean" I say

"I don't know" Ethan says 

I hear Ethan's phone go off, he picks it up and checks it, his face drops

"She's leaving" He says

"What do you mean leaving" I say

He passes me his phone and I read the message

This time I don't say anything and I just sit there reading it over and over

"I'm sure we'll see each other again" 

"Do me a favor and don't worry about me or worry about where I am"

"I won't be too far"

I sigh, "I don't know what to do Ethan"

"We need to go home" I continue

"Okay" Is all he says, he's clearly hurt by this also

We get into the car and start driving our 7 ish hour drive back to New Jersey. The whole ride home was silent, neither of us knew what to do. I know for a fact that Isabella was one of Ethan's best friends aside from me. We get home at around 7am and drive home, we get there and go to bed, we both know that Izzy wouldn't want us at her house even if she is home. 

OVER A WEEKS TIME/UNTIL THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL

Izzy hasn't been to school once this week, she's missed graduation, everything. It has always been a dream of mine to graduate high school with someone that I love, and that would've been Izzy but we don't all get what we want. I will Always love her and everything about her, I won't give up on us if it's the last thing I ever do. She means to much to me to let her slip away from something she miss understood, I know that she'll come back I don't have a single doubt in it, I'm not sure when but it will. I will always love her, I am truly and completely in love with Isabella. 

So that's probably not the ending that you were expecting, not every story has a happy ending, but also who's to say that the story is forever over. There may be an epilogue to this or even a squeal, but as for now this is the end of Trusting you <3

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