Over Again (Lady Gaga x Taylor Kinney Fan Fic)

Chapter 6: I'm Here

Chapter 6: I'm Here

T dropped me to Tara's house since it was on the same way.

"Bye! Take care. Love You!" He said as I went down the car. I smiled and he left. I stayed with Tara for the whole day and T told me that he'll pick me up at six. I forgot my bag at his car but it wasn't necessary though. He fetched me a bit earlier demanding that I should rest since he noticed that I became sickly lately. On our way home, my vision suddenly blurred out for a couple of minutes and I had a muscle cramp on my legs but it eventually went away as soon as we reached my place. But the muscle cramp really ruined my mood. I wasn't talking to T when we reached my place avoiding myself to get annoyed to him and saying harsh words to him again.

We entered my room together. "I'm fine now. You could go." I told him.

"Are you feeling better now? You've been sickly lately."

"Not really. But I'm fine. You could go now, it's getting late." I demanded as I fixed the bed. He came to me and hugged me as he kissed my cheeks. "I love you, babe." He whispered to me and I began to realize how soon my life would end and I began to feel annoyance. "T, go home." I said trying to control myself. "'Til death do us part." He added. "I said go home! I need a rest! I need a break! Leave me alone!" I exploded and I knew he was hurt but annoyance ate me. "Stefani?" He said in surprise.

"My goodness, Taylor." I replied. "Is there something between us? Are you keeping something?" He began to confront.

"Stop asking me, I am not on the mood for an argument."

"Stefani. I'm hurt." He softly said, and it broke my heart into pieces, I was speechless.

"You've been acting weird and i don't know lately. You weren't like that before." He continued. "You used to be... Sweet? Happy? You never even raised your voice to me for the past thirteen years. Just now." He added. I felt guilty. I know all these mood swings and emotional disturbance will continue throughout time and will get worst. I am afraid that I would hurt him every time.

"You know. I don't know. I'm fucked up. I feel like I am being choked." I explained. "Taylor. Ever since I met you. I feel like I am obliged to give one hundred percent of my time to you! And it's bullshit that I don't even have a time for myself anymore." I continued as I watch pain swarm his face and gestures.

"I'm sorry. I just wanna be with you all the time. I thought you were happy too."

"No! Not at all."

"If... If you want. I could give you the time that you want for yourself and-"

"Just let me go." I courageously suggested and I saw misery on his eyes.

"Are you... breaking up with me?"

He asked with grief.

"I'm sorry, T. I just hope you understand." I said and took off my ring and handed it back to him. "Give it to someone who could stay with you for the rest of your life." I added. He sighed with ache but I could see that he is trying to understand, he's always been understanding.

"Stef, if ever you want me back... Just incase. I'm always here. I'll be here for you." He said before he walks out of the door. As soon as the door closed, tears filled my eyes and it ran down my face as if they were rivers. My heart crashed, I know that God knows how much he meant to me, he was my world but I have to do this to lessen the pain he might feel when I'm gone forever. My world now is empty, but I swear that he was my everything.

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TAYLOR'S POV

Few weeks have passed and it was still painful for me to accept that Stefani gave up on us but my hope that she'll come back never went away. I got drunk with my good friend Dale, as I release my heartaches. As I was finding some more bottles of beer at the car, I saw Stefani's bag that she left last time. I dropped myself at the passenger's seat and opened it and began to reminisce. Suddenly, I saw the medicine again and Dale was a nurse so I asked him about it.