I Love You Too - An IanCorn fanfiction (Boyxboy)

Cuddles Can't Heal Guilt

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Ian's POV

We got back to the car and we got in. Starting the engine, I looked over to David who was looking at his lap.

"It's alright. She'll be alright." I reassured him, putting my hand on his knee.

"I know, I just can't not feel guilty for the fact that she's hurt," he said, looking up at me. "and I want to make everything right, but I don't know how to do it."

I hadn't started to move yet, so I turned around to look at him properly, and made him look at me. "You don't need to feel guilty. It wasn't your fault. Okay?"

"Okay." He replied, before looking straight ahead. "Let's just go home."

We drove home in silence, only the sound of the car engine around us. We pulled up at my house and we walked in, David instantly walking over to the couch and sitting down. I made us some coffee - as we were both exhausted - and I sat down next to him, passing him a cup. We picked a movie and drank our coffee whilst it started, and once the cups were back in the kitchen we cuddled up on the couch under a blanket I had nearby. 

Soon enough I heard the soft snores coming from David, signalling that he was asleep. I snuggled into him, kissing him on the neck as he continued to snore. Now that we were away from the stress of the past few days, I wanted to spend some quality time with David, and be more romantic with him. I wanted to take him on a date, at the very least.

Soon enough I must've fallen asleep myself, as I was awoken a few hours later by the TV, which had started playing another movie. I looked over at David, who was also awake, and he smiled at me before moving his face towards mine to kiss me softly. A rush of adrenaline went through me, with the memories of our first kiss coming to mind.

David's POV

I kissed Ian softly, but even with the adrenaline rush that came with it, I couldn't get the thoughts that it was my fault out of my mind. The cuddles were helping, but cuddles can't heal the guilt.

Ian started to push against me, kissing me deeper and I kissed back with more passion than before, I wanted to try and forget. We hadn't had any fun in a while, and I felt like I needed something to take my mind off of what had happened.

I started running my hands up and down his sides and I hears him moan against me, which turned me on. I moved down to his neck, sucking on the sweet spot I had memorised from before. The memories from that night came flooding back, and turned me on even further.

Ian's POV

I didn't know what had gotten into David, he suddenly turned and wanted me, right then. I wasn't complaining though, we hadn't done anything in ages, and I wanted us to reconnect after everything that happened, and be one again.

My thoughts were interrupted by David suddenly kissing my sweet spot,and I found myself moaning on autopilot, lavishing the feeling going through me. I felt like I was in heaven, but I wanted to play God tonight.

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Hey guys!

I'm not dead! I started college and have been working all summer, so updating hasn't exactly been my strong point. Anyways, hope you guys like it and I'll see you all in the next chapter.

~Jaffa