Let's just say, it wasn't easy for Katie, life wasn't easy for Katie... A month ago she had moved to Ireland, she didn't really want to go and leave her friends but she had no choice since her parents and here ex were abusive, although nobody knew b...
I woke up to Zoey facetiming the boys. She was laughing and pointing the camera at me.
" ew stop Zoey" I laughed.
"I have bed head" I said again and I made a funny face. All of the boys laughed. Except for Brendan, in fact Brendan was quite the entire time. He didn't say anything to me. At all. I just brushed it off because I didn't want to be nosy.
"Well girls as much as we would like to stay and chat longer, we have rehearsal in 20 minutes. Oh and are you's sure you can't come to the concert next week?" Cian asked with sad eyes. I bit my tongue so I would blurt anything out. The concert was exactly a week from today.
"I don't think so lads, sorry" Zoey said. They all just shook there heads and sighed. We said our goodbyes and hung up. I went and made Zoey and I chocolate chip pancakes with whipped cream. After we finished breakfast, we decided to go to dundrum. I ran up the stairs and took a quick shower then I threw on black jeans, a blue float shirt with a pocket, my glasses, a choker, brown boots, and a brown Michael Kors purse.
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•after dundrum•
6 bags, 12 shirts, 10 pairs of jeans, 5 pairs of shoes for Zoey and I, and I got 2 new frames for my glasses. We spent A LOT of money but hey, we were running low on clothes. Since we had spent a while at Dundrum, it was dinner time when we had gotten home so we ordered Chinese food and put on Pitch Perfect. In the middle of he movie my phone buzzed. It was a notification from one of Hometowns fan accounts. As soon as I saw the picture my heart stopped.
It was Brendan.... Kissing another girl. I didn't know i was crying until Zoey asked me what was wrong. I showed her the picture and started bawling.
"Shhh, it's ok. I'm sure there is an explanation" she cooed. After a couple minutes I finally stopped crying because Zoey was right. What if there was an explanation? We finished the pizza and the movie and headed to bed. Right before I fell asleep my phone started to buzz like crazy. There were so many tweets and Instagram notifications, and multiple texts from each of the boys... Except for Brendan. I had quite a bit of hate online, saying I'm not pretty and that I wasn't worth anything. And that broke me, it completely broke me. Just when I thought I could handle things on my own, Brendan Murray had to break me completely. I started crying and I couldn't stop. Even though there were more nice tweets then mean ones, I couldn't help but pay more attention to the mean ones. I hated how comments got to me, how they dug so deep into my skin. It stung, worse then a bee or a hornet. It was the kind of sting that only other people could create. It had an affect on you and it wasn't a good one. So I just sat there, on my bed, crying whilst trying to shake off the comments. After about an hour I finally stopped crying. Zoey had come in and calmed me down a bit, but then went back to her room and talked with Josh. Bye the time I fell asleep, it was midnight and I made myself promise that I would go to the concert and let Brendan explain himself without freaking out. As I finished my promise, sleep took over.
