Could this work? (A Hometown Fanfic)

Nightmare come true

1. Tipperary✔️
2. Galway✔️
3. Macroom✔️
4. Dublin✔️
5. Wexford ✔️ 
6. New Ross✔️
7. Fermoy✔️
8. Tallow✔️
9. Drogheda
10. Bray
11. Wicklow
12. Shannon
13. Roscommon
14. Mullingar
15. Tuam
16. Lifford
17. Letterkenny
18. Nenagh
19. Longford
20. Ennis
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I looked at the tour schedule on my phone, Eight shows down, twelve more to go! I don't know if I can do this..... It's too much. Maybe I should go home. Ya I still have to meet Gem tomorrow, but I'd leave in a couple days. My parents house is now mine and I'm sure the boys wouldn't even notice I was gone, I mean they're really busy and I'm just another distraction.

I stood up from the park bench and winced as a sharp pain shot through my arms and legs. I groaned and sat back down, wiping the blood off of my face. How could I still be bleeding?

Maybe I would stay here for the rest of my life, I mean the park is so peaceful. I wouldn't be bothering anyone either. I relaxed on the bench and just stared at the lake in front of me. There was no way I was going back on that tour. I couldn't, not when all of this has happened. I can't go back to Brendan because he's ignoring me and I can't go back looking all beat up either.

~~~ earlier that day~~~

Today was the gig in Tallow. Every gig has been amazing. The boys seem to be having the time of their lives out on that stage. So far we have done 7 gigs in 10 days, so we had some time off. Each free day, Brendan would ditch me for the boys. I figured I was just being clingy or needy but then I realised every time I tried to talk to him he just gave me a one-worded answer or no answer at all. It was starting to get on my nerves. I asked the boys and they said they didn't know what was wrong with him. I hadn't done anything to upset him so why is he not talking to me?

After sound check was over I went to look for Brendan to ask him what I was doing wrong.
I looked all around and I found Cian instead.

"Hey Cian do you know where Brendan is?" I asked. He looked at me with sad eyes, almost identical to a lost puppy.

"No I don't, I'm sorry Katie. I honestly don't know why he is acting like this, after sound check he just took off." He frowned. I could feel tears in my eyes. It's not that I was sad I was just confused and angry that Brendan kept ignoring me. I just shrugged and walked to a bathroom nearby so nobody would see me if I cried. I hate crying but sometimes I can't help it. I looked in one of the mirrors, I couldn't see because of the tears in my eyes. I blinked hard and a few tears came rolling down my cheeks. I tried to stop but more and more came out until I was full on sobbing on the floor.

After a few minutes I heard the door open and I rushed into a stall.

"Hello?? Katie are you in hear?" I heard Gem call. I stayed silent. Should I let her know I'm in hear? I thought for a couple seconds when she called again.

I made a little coughing noise as I wiped my eyes to get rid of my tears. I walked out of the stall to see Gem standing by the sink. One look at me and her eyes softened.

"Kate, what's wrong? What happened?" She question. I just shook my head and looked at myself in the mirror. Thank god I had refused to wear makeup today.

"Nothing, I'm fine. Just being the emotional teenage girl I am," I forced out a little laugh. She looked at me and laughed a little too.