His Anti-Social Heart~ Tucker Boner/IIJERIICHOII FanFic

Chapter Twenty-Five

-His Anti-Social Heart-
-Chapter Twenty~Five-

Anastasia's POV~

I no longer confused Tucker with William.

I no longer shiver hearing his name or when I feel someone's touch.

The only thing that stays with me is the scars left on me.

My nightmares too.

It's been months, we are out of school and Uncle Charlie and Aunt Meg came home.

They didn't stay for long though, they went on another trip to some other country for their anniversary.

It's been months too since Tucker said "I love you" to me since the hospital.

It made me sad of course.

"Hey, you okay?" Jordan asked.

I shrugged.

"Is it William?" Jordan asked quietly.

I shook my head, "It's Tucker...He doesn't tell me anything about him. He hasn't told me I love you since I was nuts"

"He's...awkward when it comes to talking about personal things of him" Jordan explains, "Don't think it's because he doesn't trust you"

"He's anti-social..." I muttered.

"From the heart" Jordan remarked.

I groaned, "I love him so much and he's with me like everyday but it feels like he is so distant"

"Because he's working! Anya, relax. Just set a mood for him. Like as if you want sex but instead, you just want him to talk from the heart!"

I laugh softly, "Really?"

"C'mon! It worked for Tom" Jordan smiled widely.

"It's because it's obvious he's head over heels for you" I told him.

"So is Tucker"

I look at Jordan with a face telling him if he really does.

"Okay, so he doesn't show it that much-"

"I have to go" I gave Jordan a side smile, "Thanks for everything though"

I leave a tip on the table and walked to Tucker's house.

Once I opened the door, it's silent.

No noise, just silence.

I sighed.

Even after my incident, he still is away.

Not there when I need him.

I go to Tucker's bed and grab one of his pillows.

I take in the scent and sighed.

What is it going to be like when we go to college?

I denied my dream school and went to where Tucker is going.

I don't even think Tucker realized what I've done.

I'm moving away from my family and James and his family to be with him at Chicago.

To go to UIC with him.

I sighed, I feel a tear fall from my left cheek.

Without knowing, I cried myself to sleep, questioning myself even in my dreams if Tucker loves me.

If he will one day tell me and show it like I do.

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I woke up feeling someone's arms wrapped around me.