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(True Story)

you're all mad because I broke up with someone I wasn't happy. He bought me stuff...ok? so what, he didn't talk to me we knew nothing about each other, all I knew about him was his love for dirt bikes and his dead dad, all he knew about me was my body. He thought I was so pretty...on the outside

but what about on the inside....was I pretty?

he always tried to get into my pants and by him doing so I knew I wasn't ready for sex, or that's all he wanted...

I cut myself because of how alone I felt inside. I was in a relationship but felt single.

Yet I'm the slut for breaking it off and moving on to a guy who actually wants to know me, know who I am and know my stories someone who takes time with the relationship and I'm ok with that.

He treats me as his friend that's what I want...a boyfriend...and a friend, but because of how I feel and my emotions I'm technically a slut.

I wanted change, I wanted something different and you know what I go it.

Sorry that I lost feelings for you and gained them for him I cant control emotions

I will not force myself to be with you if I feel like it should be over.

I moved on and maybe I moved on a little too quickly for your liking but I don't deserve to not be happy.

so how come your all mad at me when none of you know the story on why I ended it in the first place.

Why is my family taking his side over me...?

I wasn't happy so I ended it I'm not going to be stuck in a unhappy relationship throughout my life like all of you, just because you all like the guy.

Why do  I have to be called a slut?

When all I wanted was some happiness?

All I felt was depression but with him I was nothing but happy.

So call me a slut I'll keep that in mind while I'm free and your all still here wasting away.


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