It hurts, honestly it does.
you're never good enough not the right shape...
Size...
Height.
It hurts me everyday
I don't show skin.
Because?
Because I'm scared! Of the judgment
Of laughter
Of the hate
It's not fair never being enough.
Feeling...unwanted.
Needing to forget about the pain, with another kind of pain.
I cry ,
makeup runs, looking
at all these pretty faces...
Wondering?
Why can't I be that pretty,
Have nice clothes,
Get hair that perfect
I just...
I want the insecurity to stop.
