Hikaru X Kaoru (HostClub)

Hikaru's Love

I woke up in the bed of an unrecognized room with a headache... I was naked... Then I remembered the previous events... Hikaru confessed... He ran away... He would rather die than live with shame... I prevented his death, and then passed out myself... So where the hell am I now? I heard water running in another room, Hikaru walked in.

"Hikaru..." I said, my throat was sore for some reason.

"Don't say a word. I know that you hate me, think I'm weird for what I said. I... I would have never been able to bother you for the rest of your life, if you had just let me..."

"Don't say things like that. I told you I love you too."

"But you don't get it! I love you more than a brother! I was jealous of Boss when that rumor spread around, in fact, I was going to end Boss for something like that!" I sat up after his explanation, about to rest my neck on my hand when a I felt a sore mark that stopped me. It was a hickey. I looked up questionably at Hikaru, who blushed. "I couldn't resist. I didn't think you'd know what that was. I guess you're less innocent than I thought. Also, were you a virgin? I may or may not have taken that too..." Hikaru muttered the last part, my mind raced with all of my secret fantasies. I stuttered a bit, not sure of what to say and hoping some of the rubbish that fell out of my mouth formed words. He leaned over and kissed me, at least it shut me up.

"Virgin..?" Was all I could utter. He smirked.

"No, you're not. I would know." I couldn't take my eyes off of him. He seemed so casual about it, like as if he was thinking, "Oh hey, I'm just with my homosexual twincest brother. Nothing unusual going on over here!"

He stripped down to his boxers, I immediately forgot what I was thinking . My mouth dropped, I'd never closely examined his lower half with boxers on.

"You look cold. Wanna cuddle?"

"I'm naked."

"Yeah. Why not? I hear no objection. Besides, body-to-body is the fastest way to warm up." He snuggled up to me. Our bodies were touching, no room between us. I could feel everything in his boxers pushed up against my upper thigh. He'd straddled his legs around mine, I whimpered quietly and shifted uncomfortably. 'How am I going to get out of this position now?' I wondered.

"You're not fooling me Kaoru, I know you like this. Don't try to escape." Hikaru breathed down the back of my neck, as if he had read my thoughts. I shivered.

"Do you want more? I can get closer." He changed his position from next to me, to on top of me. He pinned my hands above my head and pressed his lips on mine, trailing down to my neck, my chest, my ribs, my...

"No! I'm not ready for this Hikaru!" I yelled, wanting to stop. I couldn't do it. I couldn't let him do this to me. He looked up at me, lust fading from his eyes. He sat up and moved to the edge of the bed, and I did the same.

"I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me. Didn't wanna upset you or anything, Kaoru."

"I want it, but not yet... Not now. I need some time. Let me think before we do this... We're taking things way too fast." I said, trying to catch my breath and steady my heart rate. He made me a hot mess. We sat in silence for five minutes.

"Did you think yet?" He asked.

"Hikaru!"

"What? I'm just asking! No need to get your tampon twisted!"

"Just... No. Not yet."

Another five minutes passed.

"Thinking about it?"

"You know what Hikaru? I'll tell you when. Don't ask again. It might take a few weeks to think about."

"So... We're not having sex today?"

"No Hikaru. Not today." I sighed, he was so fucking dense.

"Can we at least get close to it?"

"Uh..."

"I hear no objection~!" He sang, kissing me softly. I felt a blush form on my cheeks. He fondled my hard nipple between his fingers, a small moan escaped my mouth. He took this as a chance to shove his tongue down my throat. He was once again on top of me. He ground his hardened member against mine.

"H-Hikaru!" I yelled his name.

"I think I'm done torturing you now." Hikaru smirked, sitting up on the bed. I glared at him, but could never stay angry. After all, I loved him.