His Mate

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This is what I picture Blake looking like...

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Blake:

'I can't believe I'm doing this. I'm really going back for her.' "Fück"

The red light turned green as soon as I slammed my hands on to the steering wheel. I slammed on the gas petal and rushed through the streets downtown and out into the wooded area, following the direction Tim had given me.

I was almost there but still my wolf felt uneasy. Like he knew something I didn't. I would be lying to if I said I wasn't, but whats the point in that. Ever since I was told I was rushing to get back to her.

I knew we stayed safe that night. I made sure everytime that we had a condom, how could this have happened...

My speed decreased as I pulled into her driveway. The small potholes making my car rattle back and forth. As her house came into view, my heart speed up fast, every passing second it seemed to hitch up a notch.

I never planned to come back for her, I knew it was going to be a hard process, but if they every figure out that she is caring my child, I can't think of any possibilities. I just hope they don't know she my mate yet.

I came to a complete stop and turned the car off and waited. I sat and waited till the sun rose from the east. Till blue and clouds were the only thing in the sky and that was when I deemed it fit to open the door. I should of just walked out of the car right when I got there.

No instead I opened my car door and was hit with the sweet smell of blood.

The sun was already at its peek, so was my wolf, constantly fighting with me and I knew he was right this time. The blood seemed thick and smelt as if it was there for days.

Instantly I was out of the car and slamming my fist against the cold wooden door. I waited for a sign, sound, any movement to indicated she was in there and that she was alright, but nothing came. "Faith!" I jiggled the door knob and it came open.

Pausing at the front door as the smell washed over me, I finally came to my senses and ran inside. I stopped dead in my tracks at the sight of her. Dried blood in a pool around each sliced wrist. Her left hand still holding the razor and her right hands pointer finger still twitched ever so often. That was the only indication of her being somewhat alright.

I would of listen for her heart, I should of but instead I was stuck listening to my own heart pound in my ears, the sound of my blood rushing through my veins as I kneeled down by her side and genitally picked her up bridal style and moved her into the bathroom.

She smelled of sweat, her hair caked to the side of her face and stick in her dried tears, as he plan jean shorts and tank top clung to her body due to the blood soaking it.

Placing her into the tub I turned the warm water on for the shower head and watched as the blood tinted the water red as both went down the drain.

I couldn't help but watch her, she was beautiful, her red, brown and black hair was crazy and sticking up in different places, but it didn't matter, she was still beautiful, she was still here and she was still mine.

I quickly pulled my phone out and called Tim, her wrist were still bleeding as I wrapped some wash rags around them. "Hey, who's this?" A female voice answered the phone.

"Tell Tim to get his äss down to Faith's place now." I all but growled out into the phone.

There was shuffling on the other side of the phone as I turned the water off and started to stripe the tank top off of Faith. "Whats going on, whats wrong with Faith?"

"Just get here as fast as you can." I shut the phone off and throw it to the side and paused as Faiths bright blue bra came into view.

I've seen her nake and a bra before but still seeing her half naked in front of me has my heart pounding. Shaking the feeling off and shifting my pants a little I finished pulling her shorts off I picked her up and walked through the living room and straight to the source her smell came from the most. It was a small room with a small bed tucked off to the side along with a dress.

Nothing but, I guess I could see it like her, she's never here and is always at Tim's. There's a small sense of jealous but Tim already has a mate and a baby on the way, he already has everything.

I gently set her on the bed and pulled back to fix the rags on her wrist. I shouldn't have left her in the first place. This is all my fault.

I should have rejected her at first sight.

I shouldn't have took her into the room take night.

There's so many things that I should have or shouldn't have done. But no I'm here with my head in my hands and being selfish as Faith thought to take her own life.

I'm doing nothing about it just sitting here. Apart of me is freaking out a little but apart of me... Just doesn't care.

If she does leave then there would be a part of me missing, but I wouldn't have to worry about her anymore...

My wolf was no longer fighting me, no where to be found. I wouldn't be surprised if he died along side our mate...

Everything was a blur as I watched Tim run in with worry, other from smelling the blood or seeing it in the living room. He rushed past me in a haze checking Faith's pulse and moving the bloody rags as jordan came running in with a med kit.

I watched as the pulled out thread and a needle and started in on her wrist. They were talking to me but I couldn't hear a thing, I was to focused on Faith.
Jordan shook me and asked another question. Her voice was drowned out with the faint sound of Faith's heart beat. It seemed slower then the last time I saw her, I knew that wasn't good, but there was nothing I could do.

Even as it went slower and her eyes cracked open a bit and she mumbled something no one was able to hear. Tim had tears in the corner of his eyes, but other then that he worked fast and mumbled little things to Faith, trying to keep her awake. Jordan was still trying to get an answer from me, but there was nothing to say.

I just kept watching her as she turned her face to the side, our eyes meeting as slowly closed her eyes, her heart fading along with it.

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Okay so I was apart of the people that had to get evacuated because serious Dam issues so I had free time and wrote for both my stories and...

I might have started a new one. I wont post it until im done with these ones but I will update it on here and my other books when I do post it.

But everything is good now... Hopefully anyway hope you enjoyed and don't forget to vote and comment.