His Mate

How is She?

Blake:

"So what are you doing here?" Faith asked Tim. They were both in her room, Tim not wanting to leave her alone after she woke up. "You look like shït."

I fought off the small smile and leaned my head against the door. It was currently closed, separating me from her. My wolf was back, fighting ten times harder to just see her, but she had no idea I was here standing outside her door and waiting to be introduced.

Tim chuckled on the other side. "I know I had to look after your äss for two days." There was shuffling and then a long sigh. "How are you feeling?"

I heard her heart beat pick up a notch, the itch to walk in there making itself prominent again. "Tired, thirsty... Why did you come, you should have left me. It would have been better off for everyone." There was a choke and then sobbing, Tim's tears seemed to stir up his own mate as I watched Jordan shift on the couch, one hand over her stomach and the other rubbing at her eyes. "Tim..."

"Faith, there's still people that care for you, your my best friend and the last time we saw each other we fought over something stupid. If I were to came here any later... How do you think that makes me feel." Tim's voice hitched at the end, Jordan jumped from her seat and tried to push past me into the room.

She succeed and threw the door open, and ran into Tim's awaiting arms. I stood in the same position as Faith's eyes roamed my body finally ending at my eyes.

Her blue ones seemed dimmer, no longer the bright blue I dreamed about every night, now a dull almost sky blue color. The light long gone, her skin paler, not the sun kissed tan I craved everyday. Her lips dry and cracked turned into a slight frown. I never knew I could miss someone I just met.

"Whats he doing here?" It took me a moment to register the glare directed at me. Instead of listening to my wolf and walking in to her room, I turned and walked out of the house.

Seeing her in the bed, looking like that made it real. It hurt to know I didn't care at first and now I suddenly do. What the hell is wrong with me?

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Faith:

I watches him walk away and leave. Desperately wanting him to come back and crawl into bed with me. Instead I shook the thought away.

Tim, standing up to follow him and leaving Jordan along with me. It was weird seeing him after a month. I don't even think he was suppose to be back now, so why is he here?

"Jordan..." I turned to look at her, a small smile forming on her face as she wiped her eyes. "What about..." My hand gently caressed my stomach.

I don't know what I would feel if it was gone. Apart of me would be glad, but that's the whispers, saying it would be good. But the other part that's actually me, would be devastated. She looked down and caressed her own stomach. "Tim said there's still a heartbeat." My shoulders relaxed and tears formed in my eyes as I smiled and laughed, silently thanking god.

"You really want him don't you?" I paused and looked at her, did I really want the baby? Was I ready to have a child to take care of?

"I don't.... I" I looked down at my stomach. Even though I might not have a lot of friends or a family that loves me, but maybe I will have someone to love, someone to love me. "Yes I do."

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Blake:

"How is she? Hows the... The baby?" I sat outside on one of the many benches that littered her front yard.

Tim sighed and sat besides me. "Its still alive." He pause, both of us listening to the birds chirping in the trees and the squirrels running across the dry leaves. "You know she wants to keep it. She doesn't even know its yours too."

I shook my head, of course I wanted to keep it too but having the conversation out here in the open was a stupid mistake for me. "I know, I'm going to take her with me, the... The thing growing inside of her will have to go."

I laid my head in my hands, my palms pressing into my eyes. Tim patted my shoulder. He knew how difficult this is for me, I'm sure having Jordan get rid of the there baby would devastate him. But that's the thing, his is already in the form of a human, mine...mines still a little cell stuck in her stomach. "She's not going to agree with going with you."

I nodded my head in understanding. "Just have her pack some clothes, make it seem like she's spending awhile at your place." Tim nodded as I stood up, heading in the direction of the thick trees. The presences of another being making itself known more then once.

"Do you need help?" I shook my head. Needing this time to myself, knowing that once she realizes I don't want the baby and forcing her to get an abortion will take a tull on me.

My wolf was already pissed at me for even thinking about it. I stopped mid step.  "How am I going to go through with this?"

"I have something that will do the trick, but you will need to get the morning after pill for it to take effect." I nodded and ripped through the trees, my cloths shredding in the process.

My wolf was out for blood, he was fighting for the baby, but even he knew there was no use. I could barely keep myself alive, now I'm stacked with the duty to keep her alive, there's no way I could keep both of them alive...