This burden
Has struck me down
As I cry I drown
Drown in the vast ocean of my tears
This holds me back
It kills me
Life just isn't what it used to be
I ask why me
Why this life
I would rather die in a heart beat
than continue this strife
This pain I cant release it
I have only contained it
I stab myself everyday yet it doesn't end
The blood pours out
Travels to a spout
It decides whether I live or die
I want to die
I used to eat to escape pain
Now eating taunts my brain
I play these emotions off
Act like its nothing, when in reality its tough
I want the needle to hurt more
KILL ME NOW PLEASE!!!!
AND THROW ME UNDER THR COFFIN DOOR
SO I CAN DIE IN PEACE
AND NOT HAVE THIS BURDEN ANYMORE
