Sidemen Imagines

+This Wasn't Supposed To Happen+ Pt. 2

"This Wasn't Supposed To Happen" Pt. 2

Fandom: Calfreezy

People: Calfreezy x Reader, Vikk, Harry

Summary: You confront Cal about his feelings

Requested: Not really. Simply split the original into two

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It had now been two days since the incident with Cal, and you were still confused. You felt bad leaving him like that, but you couldn't do it. And it definitely hurt you to let a friend as great as Callum go. Currently you were at the sidemen house, Vikk's room specifically, watching one of your best friends go through yet another MineCraft map.

As soon as he finished he turned towards you with a curious expression

"What happened?" he demanded and you smiled sheepishly, not having told him the events that had unfolded two days prior, "It's pretty unusual for you to be this quiet"

"I'm just thinking, is all"

"Bullshit" and a small laugh left you lips. Vikk got up from his seat, sitting next to you on the bed, "Y/N, seriously what happened?" and you had to take a deep breath before you spoke, telling Vikk word to word what had happened.

"I really don't know what to do. I mean- I just never thought of it like that. I don't do well in relationships. You know that" you finally finished your rambling, breathing deeply. Vikk looked thoughtful for a moment before he spoke

"Maybe you should give him a chance, Y/N"

"I don't want him to go through that, Vikk. He's a great guy, and he doesn't deserve to go through the pain I might put him through"

"Y/N, listen to me clearly, alright. You can't keep your heart locked away forever. You're going to have to settle down eventually, and maybe not with Cal, but he can help you" you were about to say something but were silenced by a glare from your friend, "You're not going to hurt him, he would know what it means to date you. Cal will understand. Trust me." You averted your gaze at his words, knowing they were true. Cal might be your only chance of someone taming you.

"But what do I do?"

"Simple..."

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You palms were covered in sweat as you nervously paced your room, running them through your hair as you looked through your closet. It had been a day since your talk with Vikk, and he had suggested that you simply confront Cal. Eventually pulling on a pair of shorts and a loose tank top, you pulled on your sunglasses before driving to the apartment.

You were even more nervous as you stood behind the door, taking a few minutes to regain your composure before you knocked on the door and as always it was Harry's smiling face that greeted you

"Hey. Y/N! Come on in, Cals in his room"

"Thanks Harry" you made your way towards Cal's room, knocking before you walked in. Cal immediately met your eyes as you closed the door behind you. He was sitting on his bed, on his phone; presumably scrolling through twitter. His face was once again set into a cold mask, though hints of confusion still remained

"What are you doing here, Y/N?"

"I need to talk to you" You stated simply as you walked closer towards the bed, feeling the weight settle on your shoulder. You nervously rubbed your arms, looking anywhere but the blondes eyes.

"Talk about what?" and you had to take a deep breath before speaking

"I-....I'm sorry. About walking out on you like that..." your words came out as small mumbles, and you could only pray that he could hear you, for nervousness was eating up at your insides, "I just.. I was shocked really. I hadn't expected it at all. A-and you were right. I'm not one to commit to a person" you looked at him for a brief second, seeing confusion flitter across his face

"Where are you going with this?"

"Basically, I've spent a lot of time thinking. And I would be lying to myself, and you, if I said I had no feelings towards you. I know I'm reckless and I know I'm hard to tie down. But I've always had my reasons. And..." you could see Cal get up from his spot on the bed, instead coming to stand in front of you as you stumbled on your words.

"Y/N...", Slowly gathering up some courage, you tilted your head up to meet his eyes, your own swimming with fear and uncertainty.

"M-maybe.....maybe we can give us a chance?..." your words were uttered only just above a whisper as you stared at your shoes, nervously rubbing your arms, "Ill understand if you don't. I'm not the easiest person to be in a relationsh-" your words were cut off by a small gasp that escaped your lips as you felt his arms wrap around your shoulders and pull you into his chest. His face was buried into your hair, yours in his chest as you wrapped your arms around his torso.

"Are you sure, Y/N?" he muttered softly, "Because once I have you, I'm not letting you go any time soon" his grip tightened around you,

"I'm sure" you pulled back slightly, eyes clear with determination. And for a few seconds you two stared at each other, silent, before his head ducked and you felt his lips against yours. And though the same action had been done multiple times before, it somehow felt much more meaningful this time around.

Maybehe could be your saving grace?

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