Lost Words

#6

Mom, I won't be able to send a letter for some time.
Snoke is sending me on a different mission. I can't give any details, in case you are actually reading these letters, even tho it feels like you're notbut I might be gone for some time.
I'm thrilled. The Force tells me it's gonna be an adventure. And the data of the location I'm going to leave the impression that only to spend a day there is a difficulty.
Oh, mom, I've missed that. The adrenaline, the fear, the want, the desire of the unknown. I'm shaking in anticipation.
And there'll be no trooper, no officer, no Captain Phasma, no General Hux, no one to disturb me on my way there.
I'm ready for it.
It surely doesn't feel anything like the places dad used to take me to, you know? I mean, I'm sure that trip to the Outer Rim won't feel like the half of trouble I'm going to get on this mission.
Anyways, I'm allowed to take two of the Knights with me. And I don't have to hold back. I can use all my strength in case of trouble.
Which, gives me this great sense of power, but I think I'll have to do as Hux told me, you know, hold it back as much as I can and use only the necessary to get out of problems.
Do my best not to be recognized and end up having to call out for help from the Finalizer.
I don't know why, but Finalizer feels like one of those scientific names of plants and animals uncle Luke always put me Ben to study. Like Finalizer hux.
Perhaps in the future kids will think of it that way? No, that would happen if the Resistance won. The First Order's kids are too restrained. And the Resistance can't win us. Sorry, mom. Perhaps you could take Hux alone, but not the entire First Order. Much less my Knights and I.
Anyways. Gotta go. My shuttle is ready.
Love
Kylo Ren