I've been really weak lately. I feel like I'm being dragged. My head is pondering and the world seems to be spinning. I don't know what to do about it. I can't tell anyone they'll me take away. They won't listen.
I fainted yesterday during English. All I remember was Mrs. Rayne's mouth was moving but I couldn't
recall what she was saying. The world around me started spinning and then next thing I knew there was
a group of people peering down at me.
Mrs. Rayne told Amber to take me to the nurse but I told her that I was fine. I didn't want anyone else
finding out about this and even worse I didn't want my family finding out about this Mrs. Rayne gave me
a weird look but allowed me to stay. After class was over she pulled me aside and told me that she was
hear for me if I needed to talk. I wore my fakest smile and thanked her.
I wanted to talk to but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I wanted to tell her that I feel trapped. I only
started this to lose weight in hopes that I would become good enough but I don't know when I will ever
be good enough. I feel like I will always be trapped in this cycle with no way out.
I'm tired
Bye For Now
Talia
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Striving for Perfection
Historia CortaTalia Slim is your average 17 year old girl with your not so average problem. She wants to perfect for everyone and she's willing to do whatever it takes to be that.
