Ex-Boyfriend Problems//Janiel

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*Joey's Pov*

Here I am again, with another boy in bed with me. I guess man whores never change, no matter what they do. Especially me. Especially Preston. Especially Daniel. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm done with sleeping with guys to make myself feel better. Daniel is the only one that can make me smile and mean it. I don't care if he was planning a revenge plan or whatever the fuck that was, I need him back. I need him now.

I slowly woke up with the sun beaming down on me. "Jesus..." I whispered to myself. I slowly looked up, seeing Shane sound asleep with his arm around me. I slowly untangled myself and went straight to the bathroom to get ready. "Shit I forgot my gel in my bag." I said to myself. As I opened the door, I see Shane sitting on the edge of his bed, putting cloths on. I tried to walk slowly across my room to get my gel so he wouldn't hear me, but I failed to do so. As I picked up the gel, it slipped out of my shaky hands and spilled all over the floor. Shane quickly turned around in shock. "Fuck!" I said to myself with anger. Shane quickly got up and went to the bathroom to get some towels. All of a sudden, I hear my phone ring from downstairs. I quickly ran down to the kitchen to see that it was a call from Preston. I stared at my phone for a good 10 seconds, contemplating if I should answer his call. But before I could make my decision, the call went to voicemail. I slowly set my phone down, filling with anger for what he did last night. "I need my own apartment..." I mumbled to myself. "You can always stay with me." A voice said behind me. I quickly turned around to see Shane holding the dirty towels. I smiled at him. "Thanks Shane. It really means a lot. But I need to live on my own and figure myself out."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean get myself together. It seems like I'm just out of control. I need to settle in a place where I can call it mine and let it be my safe place. It seems like every time I live with someone, some sort of shit happens. I just need time to myself." I said, tears rolling down my cheeks.

Shane gently puts the towels on the edge of the one of the chairs in the kitchen and rammed into my arms. I hugged him back, digging my face into his shoulders. "Thank you Shane." I said with my voice cracking up. "Ill always be here for you Joey bear." Shane replied, pulling back.

"Joey, I'm sorry for last night. I didn't mean to make a move on you. I guess my mind thought it was the 'perfect' time to make a move. But it wasn't. And I know you're in love with Daniel. But..." Shane was saying before I interrupted him. "Is it that obvious? Is it obvious that I love Daniel that much?"

I know I probably shouldn't of asked that as Shane was apologizing and telling that he had feelings for me, but it just came out. 

"Oh my gosh Joey it is 100% obvious. Every time someones says Daniel's name, your face automatically lightens up. You really show people how one person can make someone so happy, even if they are apart. You instantly start blushing when you see him, no matter how mad you guys are at each other. Same goes with Daniel. He talks about all you all the time and how perfect you are. Even when Daniel, Issa and I were hanging out. I had to stop him because he was bragging about you so much. You guys are really meant for each other, no matter what happens. Because your feelings for each other never seems to go away, even when you guys were apart for those 2 years. I knew that you were never over him. I knew that you were still in love with Daniel and I should of told you. But that's besides the point. You guys really make each other happy, no matter what you guys go through and you should chase after him."

I slowly took everything in. 

What Shane said really changed my perspective on everything. I always thought that Daniel never thought of me the way I thought of him. Wow... I really doubted him, big time. I never knew I could be loved like this until right now, at this very second. I know what I must do. I need to find my baby. I need to tell him how I really feel and to apologize for all the shit I've caused him. I need to tell him I love him. 

 Without hesitation, I grabbed my keys from the end of the kitchen table and ran outside to get in my car. "Joey, where the hell are you going?" Shane yelled from outside of the front door as I'm about to enter the car. I stared at him with confidence, giving him a smile. "I'm gonna find my pig." I got in the car, shut the door, pulled out of the driveway and started heading to Daniel's. It was probably rude to leave Shane there, but I had to do this. To make me happy again...

To have my happily ever after with the only person I ever want to be with, Daniel Christopher Preda.

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