Alices POV***
My emotions were out of control right now.I really liked Sam but we moved to fast. And now Niall out of all people is here infront of me, and not to mention him insulting me earlier.
calling me a cry baby wasnt that bad but it means a lot when someone you trusted and finally thought you could let your walls down for insults you espically after I had just read a shit load of hate from the so called "directioners". If you don't support the boys and what they are affiliated with then you aren't being a good fan. I understand if you don't like me but sending hate to me actually hurts. Especially when ive been hated my whole life.
I let go of Sams hand confusion in his eyes.
"What are you doing here" I growled to Niall. He seemed shocked, I was too but I didn't dare to show it.
"Looking for you. Now come home. And who are you?" Niall directed to Sam.
"Leave Sam out of this. And why are you looking for me? Im just a "cry baby" and One Directions god damn publicity stunt." Anger present in my voice.
"I didn't mean that and-" the rain cut Niall off as the sky opened up and started pouring buckets upon us.
"Im bringing you home" Niall said through the rain not finishing his earlier sentence. He grabbed my wrist and started to pull me with him as I fought his grip that tightened the more I fought him.
"NO" I shrieked and started shaking.I can't let him flood my mind again, was my last thought before the flashback took over my mind and clouded my brain.
*Flashback*
Alices POV* 10 Years old.
I heard his footsteps boom from down the hallway getting closer to my room.
"LEAVE HER ALONE!" Connor had screamed, as I knew what was coming. My legs, thighs and arms are full of scars and bruises as well as my stomach. Not to mention my face. Busted lip and black eye and spotted bruises on my jaw line from the other days.
I heard a slap and whimpers come from the hall when I got off my bed and hid in my closet.
"Come out Come out" He purred as my breathing hitched in my throat.
He tore open my closet doors and gripped my wrist almost breaking it with such force and I whimpered as pain surged through me.
"stop" I trembled as my voice shook.
"What was that?" My "dad" asked smirking.
"STOP" I said forcefully and tore out of his grip. I ran out of my room and down the hall and Connor followed me knowingly. I had outran my "father" and Connor and I settled into our hiding place. It was under the stairs actually. There was a secret door beside the table it was barely noticable but Connor showed me it when I was about 8. Its been our hideout ever since. Connor pushed it open and we both got in and shut it. It was a decent sized space considering it fit both Connor and I. I sat next to Connor as he wrapped his arms around me. He sighed in relief as we heard our "dad"s footsteps quiet as he made his way past our hideout and continue down the halls and house looking for us.
*Flashback over*
Alices POV******
I shook my head trying to get him out of my brain when Sam, Niall and the rest of the boys stared down at me.
I stood up and looked at Niall, Harry, Louis, Liam, and Zayn frightened.
"Don't ever do that again" I spat.
"Alice lets just get home!" Niall whined. I stared at him in disbelief. I had just had one of my horrible memories as a child relived in front of them and everything and hes whinning for me to come home?
"Bye Sam" I nodded towards Sam and gave him a hug as he whispered he would text me later.
I followed suit as Niall and the boys headed to the car.
*One awkward car ride home later*
I barged into the house and went to go to my room when I heard Zayn say something.
"Who the fuck is Sam and why were you out with him?" He yelled and I winced.
"Hes an old friend of mine and why do you care?" I replied just as angry.
"Considering youre wearing his clothes and sucking face with him on a swingset why else would we care?" The rest of the boys stood beside him.
"What else do you want for an answer Zayn? THAT WE HAD HOT PASSIONATE SEX IN HIS BED AFTER I RAN FROM NIALL AND HIS STUPID INSULTS BECAUSE IM PRETTY SURE IM NOT READY TO DO THAT FROM WHAT IVE FUCKING BEEN THROUGH!" I screamed at him and the boys and stormed up the stairs and into my room.
I slammed my door shut and put my phone into my iHome and hit play as "Therapy" by All Time Low came on.
I layed on my bed and breathed in Sams fermiliar scent as I drifted of to sleep.
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Hi sorry for not updating oopsie
Soo how do you guys like Sam? And yes he is Sam pottorff.
So O2L may become apart of this fanfic
and janoskians but I will leave that for the next chapters to Fizzy to put the janoskians in maybe?
-Zoe(y)
