fools → sebastian stan [2]

NINE → TEXT

iMESSAGE between ROWAN and SEB

rowbabe 💘:
so apparently you don't know if we're getting married anymore?

sebabestian 💖:
Rowan, not now.

rowbabe 💘:
No, Sebastian.
Do you not realize how badly that article hurt me?

sebabestian 💖:
Everything bad in the media hurts you apparently.

rowbabe 💘:
I didn't care what the article consisted of, what you said is what hurt me.

sebabestian 💖:
Well what would you say?

rowbabe 💘:
That yes, I'm still marrying Sebastian Stan because I'm in love with him and I don't care what everyone else says because I trust my partner.
But I guess you don't.

sebabestian 💖:
Of course I do, that's why I'm so damn hurt Rowan.

rowbabe 💘:
I didn't think all of this would make you regret proposing

sebabestian 💖:
Since when did I say I regret proposing?!

rowbabe 💘:
that's what you're making me think Sebastian!
As if you taking Alina to Wondercon wasn't enough evidence of you wanting to not see me.

sebabestian 💖:
I didn't take Alina on purpose, she's my daughter too.

rowbabe 💘
She's my daughter too and I can't see her when I need her the most.

sebabestian 💖:
Rowan, we're here. We're your family and despite anything you'll never be left alone

rowbabe 💘:
then tell me why I feel so alone

sebabestian 💖:
Maybe that's what you need, alone time

rowbabe 💘:
What I need?
Or what we need?

sebabestian 💖:
Rowan what are you trying to say

rowbabe 💘:
I think we should go on a break, put the wedding plans on hold

sebabestian 💖:
Rowan, no. Please stop it, this isn't to take such drastic measures

rowbabe 💘:
Sebastian if we stay like this any longer we may never be okay ever again, and I'm too in love with you for that to happen.
We need this break.

sebabestian 💖:
No please, I'm sorry Rowan please we'll fix this. All I want is to make you my wife as soon as possible don't let the media get their way and their headline stories please
ERASED
Yeah, you're right.

rowbabe 💘:
No wait, I regret Sebastian no we don't need a break. We need each other, Alina needs us together.
ERASED
We'll set up days to see Alina, this isn't her fault.

sebabestian 💖:
Yeah it isn't.
It isn't yours either.

rowbabe 💘:
It isn't yours either.

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iMESSAGE between ROWAN and JARED

jared 😎:
hey rowboat, I read the article
I'm so sorry about you and seb

rowboat 💘:
yeah whatever

jared 😎:
Rowan I understand you're hurt but this also really hurts me seeing you like this
Are you alone right now?

rowboat 💘:
My siblings are coming tomorrow

jared 😎:
Then I'll come over right now
With a bucket of ice cream with a Star Wars marathon

rowboat 💘:
I appreciate it Jared but it's okay, I rather be alone

jared 😎:
It isn't healthy for you to be alone at this moment Rowan, you're hurting.

rowboat 💘:
Look, Jared I appreciate it I truly do but you coming over will only make things worse with the media and I can't afford that.
I love Sebastian more than anyone besides our daughter, and I can't put my relationship in more problems than it already is.
I hope your understand Jared.

jared 😎:
Yeah... I do. I'd do the same if we were still together.
READ AT 9:34 PM

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so

I'm sad, this hurt a lot

my babies just can never be happy, this hurts so much :-(

anYWAYS I'm finally back home from vacation so expect more frequent updates!!!