Prom? (Camren)

Chapter 10

All I could see and hear was Lauren In front of me and the faint sound of the crowd going nuts. I pulled Lauren into a passionate kiss to seal the deal.

Once Lauren pulled away she said three words that were horrifying.

"I love you."
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I love you. She just told me she loved me. It was like my whole center of gravity shifted. I was completely blind sided by this confession.

I do have to admit I'm scared. I'm scared to tell someone I'm in love with them because that would involve me putting down these walls I've spent so long trying to build in Order to protect myself from getting hurt. Once those walls are down that's it, you're exposed. You're vulnerable to the point where you will get hurt. I want to say that I can put my wall half down kind of like a car window but when you love somebody and you tell them how you feel there is not such thing as half down. Your wall is pretty much destroyed because you're potentially giving them your heart and there's no protection in that.

I'm even more scared because it's Lauren Jauregui. THE Lauren Jauregui. I know that probably sounds low of me but it's the truth. She's a pop star. She's famous. She sings on stage in an arena full of people there to specifically see her. She has paparazzi following her every move. Why would she pick me? Is it over pity? Is it for publicity? Will she break my heart? It's intimidating, scary and too good to be true. THE Lauren Jauregui is dating Camila Cabello the awkward girl from Miami Florida. It's just hard to believe.

I'm more scared that if I put my walls down, I'll be hurt so bad there will be no recovering. I don't want to go back into that deep depression I felt in freshman year. That was probably my lowest time in my life. I wouldn't talk to
Anybody, I wouldn't get out of bed, I wouldn't eat or anything. I had to be sent to a clinic because I was becoming anorexic. I was so sick. I still to this day have no idea how I passed freshman years with all A's.

There's going to be a time in my life where I will have to put those walls down and put trust in the person standing before me. And I guess now is a better time than ever.

Lauren just said those three words
everyone dreams of hearing. She said them in front of thousands of fans after asking me to prom.
I looked up and into her eyes. She looks so beautiful. She looked like art. Art is beautiful but more importantly it makes you feel something. She makes me feel something. Something so strong it's hard to describe but the best word for it is love.

I feel loved when I'm with her. I truly do and when I think about her I have this feeling from my toes to my head that I can't really describe so the best word for it is love. I love Lauren Jauregui and she loves me too.

"God. I love you too." I said before pulling her in for another passionate kiss.

The crowd went crazy once we started kissing. I had to pull away before it got too heated. I could feel my tears start to flow over and down onto my cheek.

I love Lauren Jauregui. I love her and I couldn't be more happy.

Lauren went on and finished the show to end of an amazing night.
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Laurens POV

It's now the morning after I asked Camila to prom. I was so nervous when I asked. I had to plan it out which took a lot of help from the other girls but it obviously paid off because she said yes.

Right now Camila is sleeping and she's turned away from me which is a bummer because now I can't see her adorable face.

I carefully took the covers off of me and slowly got out of bed. When I went to put The covers back over Camila is saw that she had started her period.

Some may think that this is embarrassing for her or it's nasty for me that she bled on my bed but it's really not. It's a bodily function that she has absolutely no control over.

I got some underwear, some sweatpants and the comfiest sweatshirt I own and brought them into the bathroom. I laid out two towels and some tampons while I ran a nice hot bath.

"Camila. Babe. Wake up." I softly said while running my hands through her hair.

"Nooo." She said quietly. I stopped playing with her hair and she grabbed my hand to make me start playing with it again.

"I'll play with it later but you started your period and your bath is waiting for you.

"That's so embarrassing." Camila mumbled into her pillow.

"No it's not. Its totally fine. Now go take a bath." Camila slowly got up and made her way to the bathroom.

"Here, hand me your dirty clothes and Take all the time you want." I said through the door.

I stripped the sheets off my bed and took her clothes and threw them in the wash. I got a new pair of sheets and made my bed.

Camila was still taking a bath so I decided to make her some hot coffee just the way she liked it.

Once I was done making our coffee I went back upstairs to see Camila laying in my bed all wrapped in blankets.

"You're the best girlfriend is the world you know that right?" Camila said before taking a sip of her coffee.

"No I didn't know that but thank you." Camila just laughed.

"So what do you want to do today? We can go out, we can invite the girls over, or we can just have a lazy day full of movies and junk food. Your choice." I said with a smile.

"I like the ladder."

"Me too." I soon left k get all the food Camila wanted for our lazy day inside and I picked up some movies she wanted as well. About an hour later we were finally situated on my bed. I was laying down with Camila pretty much on top of me with her head on my chest.

I was playing with her hair and rubbing her back. She lifted her sweatshirt so I could rub her back without the sweatshirt in the way. Damn she's needy. And I love it.

"Lauren?"

"Yeah?" I said looking down at her.

"I love you."

I can't tell you how big of a smile I was wearing at that moment. I probably looked like a complete idiot but I don't care.

I was so nervous yesterday when I told her I loved her. When I uttered those three words my vision went all blurry. No I wasn't crying It was just my heart was pumping out of my chest, my stomach was filled with a god damn zoo, and my head was pounding with nerves but also excitement. When she said it back my vision cleared. It's almost like love cleared my vision but allowed me to she better and more sharper  than I did before.

"I love you too." Camila then leaned up and connected our lips. We soon started making out a little. Nothing too heated obviously. I just like kissing her. Kissing is fun but with her it's so magical. You know how every kid when they were younger wanted to fly? Well kissing Camila is kind of like I'm 6 again wishing I could fly but this time I actually am.

The passion I feel for this girl is Un-be-liev- able.

She's honestly the best girlfriend I could ever ask for and the best thing is...

Our story is just beginning.