Prom? (Camren)

Chapter 13

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We are about halfway through Laurens North American tour. To be honest I can't wait for it to end. It's been terrible. I know Lauren is exhausted from constant shows but she's still been very distant. I'm really getting sick of trying to support her when I barely get a hello anymore.

It's hard to walk around, on a tour I didn't belong on in first place , and not have my girlfriend to accompany me.

I feel like I'm always in the way of things. I try my best to stay on the bus until it's time for glams.

"Hello?" I said while answering my phone.

"Hoi! How's the tour going?" Dinah asked, very loudly.

"I mean it could be better. Dinah she's ignoring me, we never even talk anymore."

"Look she's just busy. She's tired can you blame her?"

"That's the thing! She's not tired! After shows she goes out with some friends until like 4am and when she comes home she's drunk off her mind. I'm getting tired of this. I could be back having a great summer with you guys instead I'm sitting on a bus with my famous girlfriend who is ignoring me."

"Well... thats fucked up." Dinah said.

"I just I don't know. I just never thought my dream would come true, I met my favorite artist, I'm freaking dating her for god sake but Now that I've realized dreams do come true I also realized that nightmares are dreams too..." the line went silent.

"So I'm a nightmare now?" I turned around to see Lauren leaning against the fridge with her arms crossed.

Fuck.

"Oh shit you're in trouble. Bye!" I heard Dinah say before she hung up.

"Um I- I don't know what you want me to say..." I said looking at her. 

"Explain to me how I'm a nightmare."

"You're not necessarily a nightmare. It's just at first this relationship was everything I could've imagined and I guess now it's not?" I said a little frustrated not being able to comprehend what I was thinking enough to express it.

"Are you not happy?" She asked while getting some grape juice.

"Am I not happy? How can I be happy when all you do is ignore me!?"

"I guess that's a good question." She said looking down.

"Lauren please. I don't want to fight but I can't stay here on this tour and be ignored by you."

"Then leave."

"What?" I said with a voice crack.

"I you're having such a terrible time here then go home. Go have a nice summer because obviously it's a nightmare here." With that she walked off the bus.

-

I waited for Lauren to return. It was starting to get late and I was getting worried. I decided to text her.

C: Where are you?

L: Dnt worry bout it

C: Are you drunk?

L: Lil bit

C: This is ridiculous! I've been waiting for you to get home so we could talk about what happened earlier!!

L: I thugut you left

C: Well I havn't...

L: Well yoi should

I took that as my que. I called a cab and packed all my things. I wrote Lauren a note and as I Finished I saw that cab pull up. I took one last look at the bus before leaving out the door.

6 Hours later

The plane ride wasn't too long due to the fact that we were in Maine. I was a little emotional of the flight. The song Planes by Jeremiah came on and it brought me back to the time Lauren and I entered the mile high club.

That was a good day I just say, although I think I took like 5 showers once we landed because sex on a plane isn't the most senitery.

I've finally landed and I got a cab ride back to my house. I can't wait to sleep in my own bed honestly.

I opened the door and heard someone in the kitchen.

"Mom?" I yelled.

"Camila?" She said as she was turning the corner.

"Oh my god honey! What are you doing here? You weren't supposed to be back for like a month." I gave her a long hug.

"Yeah I know. Just things with Lauren and I aren't that great right now. I'll explain later but I'm really tired so I'm going to go take a nap. Love you!" I yelled from the top of the stairs.

I made my way up stairs dropped all my bags and flopped face first onto my bed.

"What the hell am I going to do?"

Laurens POV

I woke up this morning with a killer headache. I turned over hoping to cuddle into Camila but instead I was left with emptiness.

"Camz" I called as I made my way towards the front of the bus.

Nobody.

I looked on the table and under a coffee cup was a note.

Dear Lauren,

This past almost year with you has been amazing. I went from a shy girl who never had her first kiss to dating her celebrity crush and going on tour with her. I love you so much Lauren I really do but I don't know what's gotten into you during this tour. It's like we're drifting into opposite directions of the biggest ocean. I can't deal with this right now so I went home. Don't bother coming back to me until your tour is done. Have a good rest of the tour and I'll try and have a good rest of the summer. I love you

Sincerely,
Camila

Fuck.

What have I done?

I tried calling her but it went to voicemail.

"Hello?" I heard sinu says on the other line.

"Hello. I'm sorry for calling you but is Camila there? I need to know she landed safely." I asked while biting my nails.

"Yes she's here. She's sleeping right now. Do you want me to tell her you called?"

"No That's okay. Thank you."

"Lauren?"

"Yeah?" I asked.

"Whatever you two are going through, I hope you get through it."

"Thank you. Me too." With that I hung up.

This is all my fault...