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Next morning

I woke up a little confused and with a banging headache "fuck" I moaned holding my head as I looked up and saw Luke "that bad is it" he said as I looked shocked "wait what" I said as I grabbed the covers off him, thank god he was wearing clothes "really Casey I'm Luke not some guy that's gunna fuck you and leave" he said getting up as I looked at him "but wait what happened" I said sitting there looking at him he laughed "well two things either happened, you either had way to much alcohol or you can't handle a spliff" he said. "Wait what I tried weed what the fuck Luke why didn't you stop me" I said while he stood there laughing "Casey it was your choice I don't tell you what to do you just did it" Luke said while I sat there not knowing what to say "urm but what" I mumbled as Luke shook his head and kneeled on the edge of the bed moving his hand to the back of my neck as he kissed me. "Look I'll be downstairs if you need me" he smiled as he walked out the door. I sat there so confused what the hell just happened why did he kiss me wait something must of happened last night never drinking again I thought to myself I got out of bed and grabbed my baggy jumper that is way to big for me, I threw my jumper on and changed my leggings to black ones with little crosses on and walked downstairs. When I got to the bottom of the stairs I saw Luke sitting in the kitchen with cal and Anna I decided to avoid Luke for now, I walked into the living room and saw jade. She walked to me and grabbed my arm and dragged me outside onto the balcony "Casey what happened tell me everything" she said as I looked at her confused "oh you mean with Luke" I said "well duh anything els" she laughed I didn't know what to exactly say the fact I tried drugs or the fact Luke kissed me like it was a normal thing to do "okay I don't know what happened last night but I know Luke kissed me this morning and I don't know what he thinks is it what he normally does with other girls or does he actually thing we are somthing" I said confused jade just looked at me "why don't you ask him" she said smiling she was just happy that I might have a crush on someone, I guess she's just sick of being the only one with a boyfriend who can brag "how the fuck am I supposed to do that like walk to him and be like hey Luke what the hell are we" I said as jade laughed "well you'll have to figure it out soon" she said walking back inside. I leaned over the balcony thinking what to do, "so Luke aye" a voice said as I look to the side and see cal "cal seriously you scared the shit out of me" I said as cal laughed and lit a cig "haha sorry..want one" he said as he held his pack of cigs near me I shook my head "no thanks I'm good" I mumbled cal took a drag and looked at me "Casey just talk to him stop beating yourself up about this" cal said. "I can't cal I can't" I said then I saw cal smirk "I'll do it" I looked shocked "no cal don't you dare" I said as he laughed and shouts Luke I quickly rush and put my hand over his mouth "shut up cal don't" I said laughing at cal trying to move my hand, he finally moved my hand "okay Casey but I'll give you a day" he smiled as he walked inside fuck I'm going to have to do this.