Tuesday, June 28, 2016
12:14 pm
I already started off he day by offending my mom. I was just watching my Snapchat stories in my room and I heard her sigh loudly from the kitchen (we have a one story house). I called out, "what's wrong?" And she replied with "oh, I'm just old, like you always say." So I thought it'd be funny to say "Oh, you're old? Ya, I know ^^" she was like, "forget you" while I'm laughing my butt off.
1:02 pm
Mom asked me to make some boiled eggs a while ago so that's what I did. I guess paying attention to time is important when you're cooking. She just asked me how long I've been cooking. Idk??? I've been boiling them while talking to Ross on Snapchat. This is the first time I've boiled eggs I don't know how it's supposed to go 😂
2:46 pm
Oh mah gawd o can't believe I didn't see the Game Grumps notification on my phone. They started playing Sonic and the Black Knight yesterday ('∀'). But sadly they don't really support Sonic that much but the episode was still hella funny. Arin and Dan are my fav <3. My nickname is Arin btw because of him. I could be Arin Avidan (^～^)
5:22 pm
I just rewatched the GG Sonic and the Black Knight ep. 2. When Sonic said "whatever you oversized letter opener" Dan mocked him and Arin started making choking sounds and I was eating candy and almost died (╥﹏╥). That episode had me lauhing a lot though ^^ they think it's so easy and simple but I know the later levels are gonna screw them over. (I am currently playing the game too)
7:42 pm
Ughghgg my mom is complaining about my brother getting kicked out of his excellerated program but tbh that's his fault. She's afraid to send him to regular school because she thinks he'll get bullied but he could stand up for himself.
Apparently no one had concern when I was bullied and overcame it with the help of classmates. Sure, I had to make a few people hurt a little but I just did whatever I had to do to stop being a pushover.
9:28 pm
My mom just cane into my room crying. I don't know what's wrong this time. She comes to my room as a safe haven from my dad and sometimes my brother. My brother came in and asked her about his highschool options. I swear, school is making me suicidal. It seems like if I screw up a little, my life is down the drain.
At school during the last quarter everyone was putting pressure on me to make straight As because I had a B in Spanish class. And at my awards ceremony my teachers asked if my dad would come BT sadly work is more important. I got about 9 medals, lots of certificates of Participation, and a trophy and when I brought it home my dad only responded with, "That's good and all but its not like you graduated from highschool or anything." Welp. That was a slap in the face. And it seems like schools don't even award students tat work hard like they should. I was even in after school activities because I know the teachers would need the extra support but when it came down to homework I just didn't have the time and mental space for it.
Man, I was just thinking to myself. No one really talks to me anymore for no reason. Except for Ross or Jin. Not even annoying Trey. He always sends these memes that aren't even dank ;-; Ari usually texts if something major happens or she wants to meet up somewhere. Not because she just wants to talk about random stuff. I even invited her to my house and that's the first time I ever invited a friend from school to my house while my mom allows it.
Wow would you look at that. Its 9:42 and Ross just texted me on SC.
I honestly feel triggered and moody like I'm happy but I wanna cry into my emoji pillow. This is not good 😂😭. Welp I'll end it here for the day at 9:52
(^～^)
