Lonely but it could be worse.

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Thursday, June 30, 2016

3:08 pm
To sum up my so far day: talked to Ross about random stuff. Cooked because I woke up and both of my parents were gone. Watching some more GG. Watched some vines. Watched some Snapchat stories. Haven't texted anyone except Ross and Popato.

Do I even have any other friends or have they just stopped caring about my existence ;-;.

3:13 pm
Comedy Central on Snapchat = #Relateable. They were talking about relationships and how when attractive people look at you in public you're usually in mid-yawn. That's happened to me a few times 😂

My mom always asks me if I've talked to Ariana. Huh, no. She asked about all of my friends, even guys .-. tbh but now she doesn't ask as much about Ross bc she knows imma say yes.

And to the parents who may be reading this. Yes, I know if your child texts someone opposite gender it can get suspicious. But that doesn't mean they're more than friends. You're being sexist. And that's not fair. Not all if you are like that, but its just a warning.

Another kid I know, Justin, used to talk to me about his problems with his crush and now is summer and I haven't talked to him since the second-last day of school. Why did everyone leave me (Except the frefs). At least I can be lonely and do stuff unlike Trey who used to annoy me with texts. Oh, who am I kidding he stopped texting me about a week ago. Even the loneliest kid on the planet doesn't want to talk to me .-.

My parents wanted me to get stuff to see my dad's foot since he gut the stitches out. I could barely understand them bc I had ear buds blasting music in. This is how the conversation went.

Mom: can you get me the flashlight and magnifying glass?
Me: What?
Mom: the flashlight and the magnifying glass
Me: What about 'em?
Mom: Can you bring me the flashlight and magnifying glass?
Dad: and the flashlight
Me: OH MY GOD

And they just laughed at me ;-;. I'm sorry but stuff like that confuses me...

6:07 pm
My brother was playing Skylanders and invited me to join. Well, he spent most of the time upgrading characters and decided he didn't wanna play anymore .-.

OH CRAP I forgot I plugged in a hot glue gun about 45 min ago. I walked into my room wondering what that smell was 😂. It was on a towel and nothing burned so that's a win.

I can't even listen to Grenade by Bruno Mars without being triggered from moments in TSA. (A club I'm in; Technology Student Association). Everyone seemed to piss me off when I went there. You could say hi and I would be triggered because I didn't know if you were trying to probe me for answers ಠ_ಠ. No joke. Ahh, good memories of yelling at Ariana and telling her if she couldn't make a proper sandwich and she would never be able to provide for Nate, her future husband. I shipped them and she didn't agree with it.

7:00 pm
I get a text from a random #... Turns out my phone just deleted my friend Breana (when I got a new phone). I haven't held a real conversation with her since 5th grade and near the end of this school year she noticed me at Target and her mom made us exchange phone numbers like we talk all the time. I barely talked to her when I knew her I was like wth... And then I remember I met her parents before 😂. She has a new Snapchat so I went ahead and added her.

9:08 pm
Dang. My mom just told me my cousin, Kaleefah is the 2nd fastest runer in the world under 20. Meanwhile, my mom doesn't want me to do sports and she wants me to be an academic artist. I told her art is just my hobby and not a real job but aaaaapaaaaarently that was offensive to her and she says she has friends that are artists. She says that they have even become "famous". I'm pretty sure they're famous in the art industry but tbh anyone who isn't into buying paintings probably never heard of em.

12:03 am
I always plan to publish these stories before 12 I swear 😂 oh well. Baii

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