Flaming Napkins

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7.18.2016

Man, there's this girl at church I used to go to school with who was a total drama attractor, Alicia. She's back at it again making people join her drama. I went to the break room and saw my friend Taylor who was talking to some other volunteer and they were like, "c'mon let's go talk to Alicia"
Me in my mind: Oh COME ON the last day of camp is tomorrow, can't we relax?
As soon as they left the break room and old lady was like, "drama, drama, dramaaaa"
I just ate fruit but I didn't even work out in the morning and do my laps :( I feel like the old people relate to me more than the people my age (at church). Pastor Jeff lit a napkin on fire :0
(Highlight of my day)

So he wrote suggested sins on a napkin and represented Christ forgiving sins incase some people are wondering how that relates lol

Am I going to be like that when I get older? Oh who am I kidding. I'm like that now :P

Oh snap I was supposed to see my neighbours outside... I know mom's not gonna let me go out there because she doesn't really want us getting "buddy-buddy" with them I guess I'll just was it until my dad comes home. Hopefully it won't be too late in the day.

Should I nap again???

5:29pm
He's. Still. Not. Home. Ohhhh my god those kids are gonna end up hating me I can feel it

6:36pm
So I'm not going to see my neighbours because my brother has finish his homework...? Does that even make sense?

My life: Revolving around school.
Even if it has absolutely nothing to do with me. My mom said maybe tomorrow which i know us probably another lie so i just wont hope anymore. I've lost the will to believe. I'm about 3 or 4 weeks "late" to going to Ross's house because she's waiting bf or my brother to finish virtual school which makes no absolute sense but hey adults are always right apparently.

I would ask her about it again but I think she'll yell at me ;-; I don't feel like dealing with that right now.

7:46pm
I'm in my pajamas and I've given up on Earth.

Im legit just going to sleep rn. Good night i guess 😧

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