On Set

Angeles

The next day after Jared and Jensen left I spent the day alone with Melody bonding with her and playing with her but sadly today I have to go shoot and I won't see her for a few hours. Don't get me wrong I love acting and the show I just wish I could have my baby there.

We had to shoot three scenes today including all of the camera angles so already knew it was going to be a long day.

Once I got up and got dressed I played with Melody for a bit but then had to leave for set. Me and the boys haven't talked much since the other day but they did face time me last night and they were together having a couple of beers and having a good time.

When I got to set I went to costume and makeup. While in makeup I asked the girls to get my phone and play some music to make the time go faster and they said yes.

I started to sing along to songs and the girls said that I'm really good but when my favorite song came on I decided to sing the lyrics in a goofy tone.

"I ain't your mister NO! Cause I'm breaking up with ya. Shoulda hooked up with your sister! Girl I'm giving you the finger! Cause I've heard it baby heard it baby! look whatcha did!" I sing and the girls doing my makeup started to laugh.

When I got finished with everything I still had about 30 minutes until we had to shoot so I just go back to my trailer.
I look over to the corner of my trailer and I see my guitar so I pick it up and sit down and start to play and sing.
I feel so calm and I forget about my problems with music. It has helped me through so many tough times.

I start playing a random song which is little do you know - Alex and Sierra and sing along.

"Little do you know how I'm breaking while you fall asleep. Little do you know I'm still haunted by the memories" I sing but can't bring myself to sing anymore because I start thinking about my mom and dad and my brother to. I really miss them and they're the ones who wanted me to go into acting and I love it so that's what I'm doing.

I realize I'm crying not like full on water falls but just a couple of tears down my face. I sigh and pick back up my guitar and start singing again.

"Little do you know I know your hurting while I'm sound asleep little do you know all my mistakes are slowly drowning me- J...Jared?" I sing out but stop when Jared and Jensen come into my trailer and I'm confused.

"Hey sweetheart...I didn't know you play" Jared says sitting down next to me on the couch and Jensen pulls up a chair and sits in front of me.
"Hi and I play a little nothing serious. You?" I ask and I start to pick quietly.
"Yeah some but Jensen's the one who can sing I can't" Jared laughs and smile to myself. I missed his laugh it could brighten anyone's day.
"Well it's only fair if you show me" I smirk and hand the guitar to Jensen and he laughs.
"Only if you promise you will sing along" Jensen smirks and I nod. Jared has his phone out to record it.
"Jared Padalecki don't you dare record me" I glare at him but I hear a sound on his phone and he gives me a thumbs up and I roll my eyes.
"J" I whine and he starts playing a beautiful song. I loved this song but when he sings it I completely fall in love with it even more.

"Someone's alway coming around here trailing some new kill" Jensen sings and I smile waiting for a good part to come in. As he's playing I forget we're being recorded so I start to sing along with Jensen.

"Did you add up all the cards left to play to zero and sign up with evil Angeles" I start singing and to be honest we sounded really good.