The new year hasn't even started and everything is going wrong already. Im starting school with no true friends. Me and my boyfriend broke up yet i still love him. Me and my mum had a massive falling out to the point i nearly got kicked out. I got hit by a van and i walked away with bruises (why couldn't the van have been going faster)
I've lost all my friends and have no one to talk to. I go around and care and worry about everyone but they dont care or worry about me.
Me and my boyfriend broke up simply because i got scared of him. He is NOT a bad person he is just twice the size of me. Do i miss him? Yeah, most of the time i do. Can i do anything about it? No not really he is long gone. Do i love him? Yeah :( what a horrible best friend i am huh?
I feel so confused... I had a dream 2nd one like ever, and it was me and my ex.... he was walking me home and dating my best friend still, yet we walked home holding hands and he kissed me goodbye.... it was so weird yet for some reason i want it to happen. I haven't told anyone about the dream.... only him. ..... deadmanwalkingkillme
Is there something wrong with me or am i just a teenager?
