A father or dad is supposed to show his kids right from wrong. Teach them how to live a stable life. Show them love and afection.
Not make his kids think they weren't good enough. Not cheat on his wife and tell another women that he loves her. Not lie and keep secrets.
A father is supposed to support and cherish his kids. Love and support his family but clearly that isn't the case.
22.10.16 my mum decided to divorce my dad and for the next week I have to act like i don't know what he's doing to her.
He cheated on my mum a couple months ago she swore that if he ever did it again (which he is ) that she would leave him.
My father is the provider for the family so with him gone there will be ups and downs.
What will we tell my little brother who is still oblivious that he will probably never see his dad again.
What are we gonna do for money because everything is so expensive
I'll step up and help provide of course but mum will need a job and then no one will be there for me and my brother when we can not handle being at school.
I'm so stressed I can't eat without vomiting and he hasn't even left yet.
I have no one to turn to because how my ex programmed me. I lost my friends and now I dont know where to turn. Who will understand. He (the ex) once told me i was too much to handle and that i should go kill myself and most days I wish I had listened to him then because my dad has proven what I suspected. My mum once told me I wasn't planned and father said I was a mistake... clearly I am just a burdon. My father says he loves me but if he did he would not risk loosing his family for his ex girlfriend. This ex girlfriend (D) was around 20 or so years ago and she just reappeared. My father left D for my mum and now he tells D that he regrets it and wished she had stayed in new Zealand and not gone back to England and all this. Mean while he thinks we are oblivious to his behaviours.
Everyone keeps destroying me and my family and we are sick of it. There are people in the world that i love ( as a friend and some more) but STOP messing with us please. It is hurting us.
I now have to stay strong for my mum. I dont matter keeping this family afloat does. Being there for quintin (little brother) and my mum is all that matter now ( plus that 1 special person you know who you are) goodbye the rest of the world. Please do not try enter my life unless you plan on staying and helping. No more hurt will be allowed in.
