The Cheat

breaking

2 Months Later
Mya

"Fuck you, I hope you catch AIDS"

He nodded "I know you do, and if I catch AIDS just know you the first person I'm fucking since you wanna be dirty and say some low down shit like that. I hope you get hit by a car"

"Go to hell"

"Die"

I frowned "Odell seriously? Don't say that"

"I don't care honestly" he shrugged

"So if I died you wouldn't care?"

He shook his head 'no' and I got quiet, feeling tears burn my eyes. We argue and say hurtful things to each from the time we wake up to the time we go to sleep. It's horrible. I'm not happy, he's not happy. There's no reason for us to even be together, like what are we even doing at this long?

"Nigga I wanna die anyways, so do me and you a favor and keep hoping I do"

He sighed "I'm sorry, I ain't mea-"

"Don't touch me!" I backed away from him and grabbed my phone "I'm leaving and don't even try to call me, your number is blocked"

"Where the fuck you going?"

"To die, now get out my way or I will tase you"

I was really going to Victor's house. He annoys me too but I can't lie, he gives some good advice. Plus we just started getting along after he randomly decided to start being nice to me.

After finally getting away from Odell, I got in my car and drove to Victor's house. About fifteen minutes later I pulled up to his house and went up to the door.

"Hey girl" He swung the door open with his hand on his hip causing me to laugh. I shook my head and walked in the living room waiting for him to join me.

"What happened now?"

I sighed "We were arguing like always, nothing new. Oh! He told me to die"

"Really Mya?" He gave me a look "You upset because he told you to die?"

"It's the way he said it, like he really didn't care. I don't know I'm probably overreacting but it just really hurt coming from him, you know?"

His face softened "Man y'all need help for real, that shit is not healthy at all. You 23 he 24 and y'all successful as hell, y'all should be enjoying y'all lives together not arguing every second of the damn day. If you want me to be honest y'all just need to leave each other alone. Either you woman up and leave his ass or y'all both grow the fuck up and try to work things out. I'm not saying go to a counselor but do it y'all selves, just sit down and try not to curse each other out for at least 5 minutes"

"How will I get him to sit with me for 5 minutes when we can't last 5 seconds in a room together without flipping out on each other?"

"I honestly feel like y'all do this shit 'cause you want attention from each other but since y'all can't put y'all pride aside and try to have a civilized conversation, y'all just argue instead" He looked at me "As mean as you can be you really are a sweet person and you don't deserve this. That's just my advice to you"

I nodded "Okay, I'll try but if it goes left I'm blaming it on you"

"That's what I'm talking 'bout!" he gave me a high five "Now go home to the hulk and try to work things out"

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"Yo, where the fuck you been?"

I ignored Odell as I closed the door and proceeded to walk up the stairs but he damn near pulled my arm out the socket when he yanked me towards him. "When I ask you a question I expect an answer!"

"And when I don't answer I expect you to take a hint and shut the fuck u-" I stopped mid sentence and sighed, remembering what I was supposed to do. I swallowed my pride and spoke up "Look, I'm not for all the arguing and shit tonight. My fucking head hurts, I haven't gotten sleep in like 2 days. Can you please sit your big disgusting ass down so we can talk?"

"Really? How you insult me when you tryna resolve an issue?" He questioned as he sat down on the sofa. I rolled my eyes and sat across from him in the love seat.

I wasn't about to beat around the bush, I'm gonna get straight to the point. "Why did you cheat on me?"

He stared at me before speaking "I don't know"

"You don't know? So you have sex with another woman even though you have a wife at home who's willing to have sex whenever you want and you don't have a reason as to why you did it?" He opened his mouth to speak but I stopped him. I looked at him for awhile "Do you know how that made me feel? I felt bad about myself for months. I became so insecure and depressed and you didn't even notice. You just walked out on me as if I wasn't good enough or I wasn't what you wanted. I didn't ask you to marry me Odell, you knew you weren't ready for marriage and I told you we didn't have to do it so soon, but you lied your ass off about how you were sure this is what you wanted and now look at us! We going through all of this because of you and your hoe ass ways! You don't even know how bad you hurt me.

Being cheated on is the worst feeling ever. No one deserves to go through that, and the fact that you decided to do that to me says a lot. I gave you my all Odell and all I asked of you was to not hurt me and that's exactly what you did. You clearly aren't ready to be in a relationship let alone be married, so here" I slid my ring off "Take your ring back, I'm not putting up with this. If you wanna go out and hoe around then be my guest but you damn sure won't have me looking stupid ever again"

His face softened as I tossed him the ring "I never wanted to hurt you, that wasn't my intentions at all. It was a mistake and I'm sorry. I'm sorry for making you feel like that, for causing you so pain. I'm sorry for messing up our marriage and the bond we had. Just please don't give up on us. I wanna fix this and-" He stopped and I could tell he was crying.

I shook my head, holding back the tears that wanted to escape. "Just stop. I can't do this anymore, it's too much"

"Baby" he pulled me down next him and held me in his arms "I need you. All the shit I did to you I'll never do it again. Let me prove it to you, give me one more chance to make this right, please"

Tears rolled down my cheeks as I looked at him. He wiped his face but his tears kept coming. "Can you answer the question"

"No" I shook my head "I've been through too much with you. You ruined everything for us, we could've been a family and you messed everything up! I tried to tell you so many times that I was pregnant but you were never here to listen or you were busy with work. You put me through so much stress that I lost the baby and I had to go through that alone. Not once did you ask me why I was acting a certain way or why I wasn't eating because you were too caught up with other bitches to even focus on me. I hate you so much Odell"

"I'm so sorry"

"Of course you are. Just leave" I didn't even look at him until I noticed I didn't hear him move. "I said leave! Get the fuck out!"

"I don't-"

I stopped listening to him and went upstairs. He can sit in there and talk to himself, I'm done hearing what he has to say. Nothing he says or does change my mind.