The Cheat

letting go

(Mya in the MM)
Mya

I woke up and rolled over only to feel Odell next to me. "Didn't I tell you to leave? Why are you here? And most importantly why are in the bed?"

"I'm not leaving"

"I guess I will then"

I threw the covers off my body and went to the bathroom to freshen up. When I looked at myself in the mirror I saw I had dry tear stains on my cheeks and my eyes were puffy from crying all night. I shook my head and did everything I had to do before leaving the bathroom.

He went in the bathroom as soon as I left out.

I went in the closet and put a few things in my suitcase before calling my sister, Shayla.

"Hello"

"Hey, you home?"

"Yeah why? What's up?"

"I'm coming over"

"Everything okay?"

I shook my head and zipped my suitcase. "We'll talk when I get there"

"Okay, see you later" She hung up.

I locked my phone and put in my pocket before grabbing my things and heading downstairs to the garage. I unlocked my car doors and put everything inside.

"You coming back?" He appeared in the doorway.

I shrugged and opened the door, only for him to close it. "What do you want Odell? Damn"

"I wanna talk"

"We already talked! Now can you let me go?"

"Stop acting like this and just let me talk to you" He sounded aggravated causing me to roll my eyes.

"You have 5 minutes"

"Can we at least go in the house?"

I smacked my lips and pushed past him, making my way to the living room.

"I thought about everything and it's pretty clear you don't want anything to do with me anymore, and as hard as this is I'ma respect your wishes. I really wish we could've worked things out but I fucked up bad, just know that no matter what I still love you and I'll always love you" He looked me in my eyes "I apologize from the bottom of my heart for what happened to our baby-"

"My baby. You didn't care enough to even know he was there"

"He?"

"I wanted a boy" I whispered

It got quiet and he grabbed my hand and started rubbing it. "I have to go"

"Wait"

"What?"

He pulled me toward him "Let me make love to you one last time"

"No, get the fuck away from me"

I watched as he unbuttoned my jeans. "Just once."