Reach a point in my life that if I was smiling
Was because others did not because
I felt, much less because I should,
Just wanted to know what it feels
To be happy because I wasn't it more,
Didn't know the meaning of that word,
Wanted to feel that word in my life
But I could not think of me in this times
When the black comes and dress us.
Suddenly you realize that everything it's
Really over and there is no turning back?
You'll feel it and just then you try to remember
When all it started and then discover that
All started sooner than you thought,
Long before and at that moment is when
You realize that things only happen once
And for much hard you try,
You'll never feel the same,
Will never again feel the security
That you had when you still had something
That was worth fighting and give all of you
But not the only thing that happened was that
It moved away and leave you alone
Like everyone else and without knowing
a part of your soul vanished.
I needed to continue my life and leave it the way it is, for my own good.
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Beyond The Scenes; Poems
PoesíaI tried, I waited, I'm done, Love faded. Your messages Filling my head And my phone I like you You don't You like me I don't And here goes again the same old story of love.