Vanished

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Reach a point in my life that if I was smiling

Was because others did not because

I felt, much less because I should,

Just wanted to know what it feels

To be happy because I wasn't it more,

Didn't know the meaning of that word,

Wanted to feel that word in my life

But I could not think of me in this times

When the black comes and dress us.

Suddenly you realize that everything it's

Really over and there is no turning back?

You'll feel it and just then you try to remember

When all it started and then discover that

All started sooner than you thought,

Long before and at that moment is when

You realize that things only happen once

And for much hard you try,

You'll never feel the same,

Will never again feel the security

That you had when you still had something

That was worth fighting and give all of you

But not the only thing that happened was that

It moved away and leave you alone

Like everyone else and without knowing

a part of your soul vanished.

I needed to continue my life and leave it the way it is, for my own good.

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